02-14-2019, 10:54 AM
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What's A Soulmate? // Journal Entry #3
— Happy Valentines Day. Throughout my short time here on earth, I have learned that there is only one true happiness in this life; that is to love and to be loved. The latter is entirely out of my control - it's merely something that I can only hope to find in my lifetime, but I do believe that through my friends here at the Lodge, I am comfortable assuming that perhaps I am still loved. I can only focus on the former point myself, knowing that I can love everyone else as if they were my soulmate. Everyone deserves to feel love. We are all human, after all.
I once had a soulmate. Well, I'm pretty sure I did. I no longer have him now, though, and that makes me sad. But, when I think about it more, I still have him in my heart because I still love him and I think a part of me will always love him. I will love who he is as a person - each and every part of who he is - and I am thankful that he is still in my life, even though we are no longer together. I will love those sweet glimmers of his smile, even though they are now rare, and I will always admire how strong he has always been. I know he hurts and that, whilst he sometimes appears so mechanical, we both still bleed the same way. Most importantly, I know he never meant to hurt me - it's just how life throws its punches.
I will always love him, and I truly believe that he will always be my soulmate, even if we are no longer together. Our souls have interlocked and forever, truly, he will be loved. If not by the entire world, then at least by me. And I hope that that is enough.
Today will be my first Valentines Day in twelve years as a single woman, I almost don't know how I'm supposed to act on such a day. I think I will spend today as a day of self-love and share the adoration around to others in the Lodge. I need to ensure that at least everyone I know will have a reminder of my gratitude towards them, and that they know they will always be in my heart.
Even though I am alone, I know that here I will never be lonely.
What's A Soulmate? // Journal Entry #3
— Happy Valentines Day. Throughout my short time here on earth, I have learned that there is only one true happiness in this life; that is to love and to be loved. The latter is entirely out of my control - it's merely something that I can only hope to find in my lifetime, but I do believe that through my friends here at the Lodge, I am comfortable assuming that perhaps I am still loved. I can only focus on the former point myself, knowing that I can love everyone else as if they were my soulmate. Everyone deserves to feel love. We are all human, after all.
I once had a soulmate. Well, I'm pretty sure I did. I no longer have him now, though, and that makes me sad. But, when I think about it more, I still have him in my heart because I still love him and I think a part of me will always love him. I will love who he is as a person - each and every part of who he is - and I am thankful that he is still in my life, even though we are no longer together. I will love those sweet glimmers of his smile, even though they are now rare, and I will always admire how strong he has always been. I know he hurts and that, whilst he sometimes appears so mechanical, we both still bleed the same way. Most importantly, I know he never meant to hurt me - it's just how life throws its punches.
I will always love him, and I truly believe that he will always be my soulmate, even if we are no longer together. Our souls have interlocked and forever, truly, he will be loved. If not by the entire world, then at least by me. And I hope that that is enough.
Today will be my first Valentines Day in twelve years as a single woman, I almost don't know how I'm supposed to act on such a day. I think I will spend today as a day of self-love and share the adoration around to others in the Lodge. I need to ensure that at least everyone I know will have a reminder of my gratitude towards them, and that they know they will always be in my heart.
Even though I am alone, I know that here I will never be lonely.
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《 WRITING &. PINTEREST &. SPOTIFY 》