12-03-2018, 02:17 AM
evan was no ones but her own, although that wasn't based on a lack of blood relations. she kept her identity squarely in herself and tried to worry about none other than her. of course, there was quite a lot of emphasis on tried. some days she found herself an anxious wreck, and had to ride the storms out. she didn't like those days. she felt helpless. she liked helping others, but wasn't a huge fan of getting help herself. she couldn't work if she couldn't take care of herself.
she'd always been dedicated. perhaps dedicated was the wrong word. invested perhaps. invested in what little relationships she made, invested in the work she could do, invested in the life she was carving out for herself. she wouldn't stop working at any of those because the second she did they were out of her hands. they could disappear. she couldn't have that.
in her eyes, there was no such thing as a good person. nor was there any such thing as a bad person. those were labels from before. before this happened to them all. now everyone was doing what they could to survive and she wouldn't hear otherwise. she'd always been told that she was too forgiving, but she thought everybody else wasn't forgiving enough.
but wolfsbane was, perhaps, as good a person as she could find. he was a product of his environment, just like everyone else. of course that was no excuse for poor decisions, but she respected the way he turned out. he was doing the best he could and no matter what, that was good enough.
looking up as he entered, she smiled. it was a tired smile, but a smile nonetheless. she was still trying to gain her strength back from all the traveling after all. "hey bane," she greeted softly from her spot sitting on the bed. "you did? i guess would. although i'm not sure if i agree with the smartass downstairs' sentiments as i have burned stew a time or two before." she was an awful cook, now that she thought about it. once she had tried to make a simple stew herself, and it has charred itself to the bottom of the pot. that had been a fun day.
she took the bowl from him and appreciated for a long moment the heat radiating from it. it was so nice to be able to eat indoors, espescially in your own space. she still wasn't used to it, she hadn't had her own room since she was a child. she wasn't about to take it for granted though. she'd pay this group back for allowing her to stay.
she didn't mind wolfsbane's visits. she appreciated them. especially in a group of strangers that had no reason to give a damn about you, it was nice to have a friend. as for not trusting others, she wasn't about to dive into random friendships with those she didn't know, but she was going to do her best to be friendly. she worried about bane, wondering how he felt being here. did he like it?
"ah, yes. i'm settling in pretty nicely. ill be happier when i get the chance to get to know people, but until then i'm more than alright." she said with a wry smile. "and you?"
she'd always been dedicated. perhaps dedicated was the wrong word. invested perhaps. invested in what little relationships she made, invested in the work she could do, invested in the life she was carving out for herself. she wouldn't stop working at any of those because the second she did they were out of her hands. they could disappear. she couldn't have that.
in her eyes, there was no such thing as a good person. nor was there any such thing as a bad person. those were labels from before. before this happened to them all. now everyone was doing what they could to survive and she wouldn't hear otherwise. she'd always been told that she was too forgiving, but she thought everybody else wasn't forgiving enough.
but wolfsbane was, perhaps, as good a person as she could find. he was a product of his environment, just like everyone else. of course that was no excuse for poor decisions, but she respected the way he turned out. he was doing the best he could and no matter what, that was good enough.
looking up as he entered, she smiled. it was a tired smile, but a smile nonetheless. she was still trying to gain her strength back from all the traveling after all. "hey bane," she greeted softly from her spot sitting on the bed. "you did? i guess would. although i'm not sure if i agree with the smartass downstairs' sentiments as i have burned stew a time or two before." she was an awful cook, now that she thought about it. once she had tried to make a simple stew herself, and it has charred itself to the bottom of the pot. that had been a fun day.
she took the bowl from him and appreciated for a long moment the heat radiating from it. it was so nice to be able to eat indoors, espescially in your own space. she still wasn't used to it, she hadn't had her own room since she was a child. she wasn't about to take it for granted though. she'd pay this group back for allowing her to stay.
she didn't mind wolfsbane's visits. she appreciated them. especially in a group of strangers that had no reason to give a damn about you, it was nice to have a friend. as for not trusting others, she wasn't about to dive into random friendships with those she didn't know, but she was going to do her best to be friendly. she worried about bane, wondering how he felt being here. did he like it?
"ah, yes. i'm settling in pretty nicely. ill be happier when i get the chance to get to know people, but until then i'm more than alright." she said with a wry smile. "and you?"
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---yeah we all still die
what will you leave behind ?
what will you leave behind ?