AS A CHILD I MOSTLY SPOKE INSIDE MY HEAD / private

[dannychan]

gavin has been sat on the couch, watching the videos on his tv and biting his nails quietly. one was of a child who looked very feminine, walking through the park with whoever was video taping. they were talking about going onto T, and it slowly progressed into things such as getting binders and top surgeries and things such as that. eventually, there was a video or a younger looking gavin, being handed a beer bottle, and chugging the entire thing in one sitting, and the man behind the camera laughing because it was obvious it wasn’t his first beer. gavin, ya this point, was in tears again but didn’t make any noise, biting his lips.