[align=center]Oleanderpaw
[sup]Last updated: June 12th, 2018.[/sup]
[sup]Last updated: June 12th, 2018.[/sup]
Oleanderpaw | Oleander or Ollie | Oleander(poison) | DFAB Pangender [Any] | 10 Months Old
NPC x NPC; Deceased | Halfclanner (Heritage unknown) | Tatteredpelt & Whitenose (Father: ?)
TWC: Shadowclan | Apprentice | Loyal to no one | He dislikes the clan structure, disrespectful.
Grey-pansexual Aroflux | 60% Polyamorous | Emotionally uninterested & Not currently looking
Maine Coon Mix & Reference One & Reference two & Reference three & Other & Pinterest
— 8-12 pounds; around 8 inches in length. Lean but muscular, built more for brute strength.
— Pure white fur, about medium length. Ollie tries to always keep his fur clean and pristine.
— Heterochromic eyes, the right being blue and the left green. Their eyes are slightly crossed
↳ Their crossed eyes are not genetic and were caused because of a head injury in their youth; it does not greatly affect their vision but it does cause depth perception issues. It is very difficult for them to tell how far a drop is and they have hurt themselves in past because they misjudged the length of a fall and fallen wrong.
90% HEALTH | Oleander is a fairly healthy young feline, their physical well-being only marred by the many fights they've managed to get themselves involved in during their youth. However, the same cannot be said for their mental or emotional health as they seem to be very underdeveloped and thus struggle with many issues relating to them.
↳ Oleander has a disorder known as Intermittent Explosive Disorder (IED), which is often categorized with explosive outbursts of anger and violence often bordering on rage. Many of these outbursts are disproportionate to the situation that induced the anger and can cause changes in mood, tension, energy and behavioral actions.
Anti-hero & The Snark Knight & Wise Beyond Their Years | Ollie is, by no means, someone whom you would actually find yourself wanting to spend extended periods of time around. She is not someone you would consider a friend, a lover, a family member — no, she is someone you just... wouldn't want in the first place. He is blunt and cruel, unafraid to push the boundaries of others or to put them or their beliefs down; a bully, of sorts, you could say. Positivity is not something they are very familiar with as they have never believed in the idea of false hope, of making people believe they can do the impossible when it is clearly not logical. In a sense they are just brutally honest — they don't lie because they don't find the point in doing so, they have no filter and are unafraid to speak things that others shy away from. It may likely be one of their best qualities, the fact that they simply refuse to lie or just do not care enough to give anyone anything but the truth no matter how disturbing it may be. Oleander is an incredibly emotionally stunted person, often times being unable to pinpoint or control their own emotions; that being said, their lack of understanding of emotions filters into how they function with others and simply their inability to really make connections with others. The only real emotion that they understand is anger, blind and uncontrollable rage that has built up inside them for so long that they often explode and hurt those around him either physically or verbally. It is very likely that she has anti-social personality disorder because she is just very... apathetic towards others? She struggles socially because she can't make emotionally connections or read nonverbal cues which has led to her downright inability to filter into social structures and properly make healthy relationships with peers. In his own way he understands his lack of social skills and has taken to ignoring them, simply deciding to push others away and closing himself off so he does not need to deal with this problem at all; he's just... uncaring, he just has decided that if he doesn't know how he is simply not going to learn. That being said, it is also difficult to become close to Oleander because if they don't understand the emotion they believe it is not real — that everything people put forth that isn't anger or hatred is simply a mask to get what you want, they do not believe in genuine emotions. Anger and hatred they thrive in, they can control a situation by infuriating and antagonizing others because they know what's happening but affection or kindness is instantly met with skepticism and aggression. They don't believe anyone does anything for others without expecting something back, all these positive emotions or actions are not real — again, to rephrase, it is not that they do not believe they deserve kindness but that it isn't real. It's faked. They are beyond negative (Although, believe themselves a realist) and are outwardly aggressive, they have no problems showing it either; regardless of status, age, or any other variable Oleander will not hesitate to be brutal or cruel. They are easily agitated and have absolutely no control over their rage and have been known to engage in fights with others even if the problem is not serious at all. He is a highly intelligent feline, mature beyond his years because of the way in which he was raised and how painfully fast he was thrust into adulthood; he was alone and broken, he did the only thing he knew how to do and that was to harden and learn. Ollie is a downright cruel and mean person but, in a way, they are a product of their environment and are now only trying to cope in the one way that they know how — not to excuse their actions of course, they simply see everyone around them as factors of their own abuse and feel entitled to their anger.
70/100 Physical Difficulty | 40/100 Psychological Difficulty | 90/100 Short-Term Recovery
Mentally weaker, physically powerful; very problematic | Go for the Eye & Defiant to the End
Attack in bold #831919 or similar | [member=8794]OLEANDER[/member] for quick responses | PM for any major plots.
Friendly or nonviolent actions may be powerplayed, but might not be reacted to very well.
— Dislikes being touched greatly and thus will react negatively, will possibly attack someone.