I AM NOT THE ONE // JOINING

[rosey.]

[align=center][div style="borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; text-align: justify; font-size: 8.8pt;"]YOU BOUGHT A STAR —
Butterflypaw couldn't possibly imagine how difficult and nerve-wracking it must've been to lose all of your memories. Perhaps some might see it as a new beginning, a way to break free from trauma or guilt or mistakes, but the thought of losing her memories- losing who she was... It scared her. She'd thought of it quite often, along with other things that scared her- the end of the world(funny, that's what she'd thought when the radiation started poisoning everything), black holes, war, famine, death.... The list went on. She supposed that was just how anxiety worked, but the acceptance of that fact didn't make it any easier to deal with.

The feline was growing more and more fearful and uncomfortable, being surrounded by so many large and intimidating strangers. She wanted to get to know some of them better, in the hopes that it would relieve some anxiety surrounding her situation, but she just hadn't given it a shot yet. She supposed that it'd come eventually, but she hoped she'd start feeling more comfortable soon.

It wasn't long before the adolescent approached, a curious expression on her delicate features. A snow leopard- she hadn't seen one in quite a long time, so it was a surprise to see one, especially in a place like this(so warm and cozy). She supposed with the radiation that there were barely any inhabitable cold places left, so they'd have to make do. She offered a smile to Buck as she padded closer, ivory paws melting into the warm sand, stopping when she was close enough to get a good look at the stranger. "Oh gosh, coming across on a log must've been tiring... Are you alright?"
[spoiler=TAGS / 3/24]in the sky tonight —✧ general
butterflypaw ignibus / female / 9 months / june 13th, 2017
apprentice / the isle of atlantis / former thunderclan medic
gemini / very knowledgeable in medicine

because your life is dark —✧ appearance
black/white domestic cat / reference / health: 100%
— her pelt is the colour of midnight, dark and calm and soothing, eyes easily getting lost in the dark abyss. contrasted only by the stark white that is her paws, muzzle, and chest, as if someone had taken the essence of the moon and stars and dipped the she-cat in the milky syrup they would make. bright, intelligent sky blue eyes sit in the middle of her face, contrasting both ivory and ebony, keeping the balance between the borders. sharp ivory claws and fangs with enough power to rip through flesh with ease dot her mouth and paws like trophies, respectively.
— injuries: n/a

and it needs some light —✧ personality
— gentle, curious, friendly, naive, fearful, intelligent
— just like her name, butterflypaw is soft and good, pure- something difficult to find in this world now, especially after everything everyone has been through. she's curious, and is always studying, learning, observing- anything and everything she can possibly learn from a situation is considered heavily. she's intelligent and picks up on things fast, and while some doubt her smarts because of her kind personality, she's actually highly intelligent. despite being smart and adventurous and curious, she is still just a child; one that has been through so much. she's naive, yet fearful. anxiety follows her like the black plague, watching, waiting for its chance to strike.

you named it after me —✧ relationships & interaction
bisexual biromantic / single / not looking
npc x npc / adopted by zjarr
believes zjarr is her biological father
former mentor to yuuri (medicine)
powers: possession, plant growing
physically medium / mentally difficult
inexperienced + naive in battle
to attack, @ in #B2828F / powerplaying nonviolent actions is allowed[/spoiler]