03-20-2018, 12:09 AM
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yara maria last
— born in cinnicinati, ohio, the middle child of three. even before her little brother was born, yara’s parents were one ones who didn’t get along. And it wasn’t just that, her father was an asshole construction worker who eventually was laid off from constantly being late and coming to work drunk. A lot of his wrongdoings were because of himself, yet he blamed the woman in which he called his wife and his children, who were half his blood. Yara grew up not being able to differentiate love from abuse and force. Some of the things her father did to her, to her family she thought was because he loved her, at least that’s what he associated it with. Of course she’s preferred the times where her father wasn’t drunk and was actually a loving father, but she learned to live with it as her mother had, even when her older sister was in a rush to get away from it all
— her father is also a drug dealer. Despite all of the warnings from even his family to Yara’s mother, she still refuses to go. She says it’s for the kids, but if that were she’d want to run as far away as possible. In reality, it’s because she’s a victim. He implemented both fear and dependency on him and she doesn’t want to call the cops
— Inside of her home, you’d only imagine it’s like living life on egg shells. Yara doesn’t even realize her level excitement and joy when she’s away from the toxicity, especially with friends and most definitely with her mother. She doesn’t remember the last time she’s glowed but she most definitely sees it when they’re able to go to the mall, even only the window shop or to go the park.
— Yara, despite all that shit, likes to think of herself as a hopeless romantic— except later on this idea becomes toxic within itself as her “hopeless romanticness” is a disguise to cover that she’s not so different from her mother, and her sister realized this later on. Her sister became disappointed in her letting herself become a victim of assholes similar to their mother so she separated herself from her, too at least for the time being until Yara went to her college cough
— Yara was moderately popular in an infamy typa way. She lost her virginity at 14 years old to a boy who hadn’t the best intentions for her. Although she was all helpless about him, he instead used this to gain bragging rights, in which he gladly did so. Even though it wasn’t scandalous as everyone begins sleeping around at this age, for some reason her first time is the most talked about forcing her into a state of humiliation and depression. Even though she wasn’t willing to sleep around with particularly anyone, plenty of guys tried her and let’s just say, her freshman year was a living hell.
— despite it being an absolute living hell, she wouldn’t let it break her down. Half of that reason being that she there was a auto mechanics teacher whom she spent most of her time with, whom she bonded with. The two often had Dairy Queen together and talked about how the kids in school sucked and her teacher, he saw a lot of himself in her. Because of this, yara was able to survive and also discovering that she had interest in mechanics and plausibly wanted to become a auto mechannic when she got older.
— her father ended up being arrested and getting 10 years in prison for dealing drugs after an undercover cop got him for entrapment where yara and her mother were officially able to build their relationship and her sister ended up returning to the picture, with their brother as well.
— the following semester is where she began to take this class and was two females out of all of the class. What made it so different is that she was the most attention grabbing next to her anti-social junior, lesbian counterpart and while his girl, Miranda, hated her at first because of the many rumors she heard of her the two eventually became good friends and good with working with each other. And plus, Miranda is willing to kick the ass of anyone who messes with her girl. Personally, yara likes that nickname
— after that, it wasn’t such a terrible experience for the next two years, except when Miranda leaves her senior year to the University of Michigan, she becomes lonely again. Even with “friends” they were never close enough to where she isn’t sure one whether she wants to spend time with them so she opens her love life; hesitantly. A boy name Jacob and even though all the signs of him being a jerk with there, she gave him a chance in hopes she could change him.
— he got a full run scholarship to Ohio State for his hella good football skills, and even though Yara had her sights on getting out of state, the other convinced her to trade it in for Ohio State, which she discovers isn’t so bad— or at least that’s what she tries to convince herself. The two get an apartment together for the first year which ends up being a complete failure due to them not getting along, and other things in which she’d rather not discuss but after one summer away they end up dating again. She keeps thinking she can change him, similar behavior to her mother.
— she ended up meeting his frat brother at a party where he became her side hoe. At this point, she’s at the lowest point of her life relationship wise and almost feels hopeless; makes her feel hopeless with everything else and she can get selfish, especially when she knows that the other wants to be with her she just pushes it away.
— is always the big spoon in every predictament
— diets heavily on ice cream, especially the brownies and ice cream from insomnia cookies
yara maria last
— born in cinnicinati, ohio, the middle child of three. even before her little brother was born, yara’s parents were one ones who didn’t get along. And it wasn’t just that, her father was an asshole construction worker who eventually was laid off from constantly being late and coming to work drunk. A lot of his wrongdoings were because of himself, yet he blamed the woman in which he called his wife and his children, who were half his blood. Yara grew up not being able to differentiate love from abuse and force. Some of the things her father did to her, to her family she thought was because he loved her, at least that’s what he associated it with. Of course she’s preferred the times where her father wasn’t drunk and was actually a loving father, but she learned to live with it as her mother had, even when her older sister was in a rush to get away from it all
— her father is also a drug dealer. Despite all of the warnings from even his family to Yara’s mother, she still refuses to go. She says it’s for the kids, but if that were she’d want to run as far away as possible. In reality, it’s because she’s a victim. He implemented both fear and dependency on him and she doesn’t want to call the cops
— Inside of her home, you’d only imagine it’s like living life on egg shells. Yara doesn’t even realize her level excitement and joy when she’s away from the toxicity, especially with friends and most definitely with her mother. She doesn’t remember the last time she’s glowed but she most definitely sees it when they’re able to go to the mall, even only the window shop or to go the park.
— Yara, despite all that shit, likes to think of herself as a hopeless romantic— except later on this idea becomes toxic within itself as her “hopeless romanticness” is a disguise to cover that she’s not so different from her mother, and her sister realized this later on. Her sister became disappointed in her letting herself become a victim of assholes similar to their mother so she separated herself from her, too at least for the time being until Yara went to her college cough
— Yara was moderately popular in an infamy typa way. She lost her virginity at 14 years old to a boy who hadn’t the best intentions for her. Although she was all helpless about him, he instead used this to gain bragging rights, in which he gladly did so. Even though it wasn’t scandalous as everyone begins sleeping around at this age, for some reason her first time is the most talked about forcing her into a state of humiliation and depression. Even though she wasn’t willing to sleep around with particularly anyone, plenty of guys tried her and let’s just say, her freshman year was a living hell.
— despite it being an absolute living hell, she wouldn’t let it break her down. Half of that reason being that she there was a auto mechanics teacher whom she spent most of her time with, whom she bonded with. The two often had Dairy Queen together and talked about how the kids in school sucked and her teacher, he saw a lot of himself in her. Because of this, yara was able to survive and also discovering that she had interest in mechanics and plausibly wanted to become a auto mechannic when she got older.
— her father ended up being arrested and getting 10 years in prison for dealing drugs after an undercover cop got him for entrapment where yara and her mother were officially able to build their relationship and her sister ended up returning to the picture, with their brother as well.
— the following semester is where she began to take this class and was two females out of all of the class. What made it so different is that she was the most attention grabbing next to her anti-social junior, lesbian counterpart and while his girl, Miranda, hated her at first because of the many rumors she heard of her the two eventually became good friends and good with working with each other. And plus, Miranda is willing to kick the ass of anyone who messes with her girl. Personally, yara likes that nickname
— after that, it wasn’t such a terrible experience for the next two years, except when Miranda leaves her senior year to the University of Michigan, she becomes lonely again. Even with “friends” they were never close enough to where she isn’t sure one whether she wants to spend time with them so she opens her love life; hesitantly. A boy name Jacob and even though all the signs of him being a jerk with there, she gave him a chance in hopes she could change him.
— he got a full run scholarship to Ohio State for his hella good football skills, and even though Yara had her sights on getting out of state, the other convinced her to trade it in for Ohio State, which she discovers isn’t so bad— or at least that’s what she tries to convince herself. The two get an apartment together for the first year which ends up being a complete failure due to them not getting along, and other things in which she’d rather not discuss but after one summer away they end up dating again. She keeps thinking she can change him, similar behavior to her mother.
— she ended up meeting his frat brother at a party where he became her side hoe. At this point, she’s at the lowest point of her life relationship wise and almost feels hopeless; makes her feel hopeless with everything else and she can get selfish, especially when she knows that the other wants to be with her she just pushes it away.
— is always the big spoon in every predictament
— diets heavily on ice cream, especially the brownies and ice cream from insomnia cookies
[align=center][font=arial][I]so, i heard the world doesn't revolve around me /:
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