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i can't handle these pressures; all i can say is this stress hurts things are supposed to get better i just need to put myself first i'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart this energy's killin' my vibes now sometimes i just wanna to drown out all of the thoughts in my mind too much going on at the same time i wish it would stop and i've tried but life just sucks then we all die
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name: her full name is daisy violet buchanan. yes her parents did that on purpose. her mother really loved the book the great gastby, so she saw the opportunity and took it. violet was a name they liked as well, they were debating with that as a possible first name idea, but they just put it as her middle name. daisy is also her grandmother's favorite flower.
nicknames/petnames: though she mainly just goes by daisy, she does have a few nicknames and petnames. some common ones she has are flower and princess. flower obviously has to do with her name being daisy and people have always just tended to call her princess. she's always open to more too.
basic: daisy was born on september second in pittsburgh, pennsylvania making her a virgo. she was assigned a female at birth and still identifies as such, but she has little to no preference for what pronouns you use to address her. her age range will be from sixteen to twenty-three but she will commonly be seventeen-nineteen. daisy is also panromantic and heterosexual.
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that's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me yeah i'm fucked up but I don't wanna be i wonder if i'm good enough but maybe i've had just too much to drink, to smoke, to swallow i'm drowning up my sorrows there's rules i'll never follow pretend there's no tomorrow i wish there was no tomorrow

build: daisy is five feet six inches and weighs one hundred and six pounds, which is pretty low for the preferred weight for someone her height, which has to do with her past with anorexia and bulimia. she doesn't have a bit chest but her butt is pretty nice.
hair: her hair changes quite a bit color wise. she's creative when it comes to her hair. her hair color can change depending on the thread she's in. her hair colors include brown (natural), grey, maroon/red, blonde, and purple.
eyes: daisy's eyes are a beautiful light green color with some golden brown specks in it. her eyelashes are long but pretty light, so she always puts in mascara if anything.
skin: daisy is naturally pretty light, but she can tan good.
distinctive features: her most distinctive features are probably her eyes or hair because of the colors.
modifications: for modifications, daisy has her earlobes pierced twice and she has a cartilage piercing on her left ear. she also has a small tattoo of a sun on her ribs.
clothing style: her style is hella nice. she likes keeping her style up to date with all the latest trends.
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but i'm empty inside, yeah i'm empty inside and i don't wanna live, but i'm too scared to die yeah i'm empty inside, i just don't feel alive and i don't wanna live, but i'm too scared to die

traits: loyal, outgoing, friendly, sweet, intelligent, loving, affectionate, really sad on the inside and depressed, quiet at times, hard on herself, perfectionist, humorous, creative, imaginative, fun, adventurous, occasionally flirtatious, careless and cautious at the same time, hardworking, independent for the most part.
disorders/disabilities: daisy has depression and slight insomnia. she use to have anorexia and bulimia but she is doing better with that now with the help of people.
allergies: n/a
fears/phobias: not being good enough, heights, lowkey dying even though she doesn't really wanna be alive, and drowning.
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wish i could erase my memories, so i could stop feeling so empty i wish that shit wasn't so tempting but it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things i could do to fuck me up I want to let go, but i'm feeling so stuck so all i can do is fill up my cup and sit here alone hoping no one disrupts

family: daisy is the only child of abigail and hank buchanan. they did try to have a kid before her, but it ended up being a miscarriage which really hurt them. they were very excited when they found out daisy was going to be making the duo into a trio. they got ready for her right away and wanted her to have a good life. when daisy went through what she did, her parents were terrified of loosing her and instantly wanted to get her help. when they passed away she was put under the care of alexander montgomery and was soon adopted into his family.
other family: she has her grandmother, donna buchanan. her other three grandparents passed away when she was either not born yet or really young. daisy is really close to donna, she would go there a lot with her problems until she got really deep into stuff and her depression.
pets: she has a white golden retriever called olive.
ships: she's very open to ships, give her someone that will treat her good and boost her self esteem up.
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that's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me yeah i'm fucked up but I don't wanna be i wonder if i'm good enough but maybe i've had just too much to drink, to smoke, to swallow i'm drowning up my sorrows there's rules i'll never follow pretend there's no tomorrow i wish there was no tomorrow

history: tw growing up, daisy was a moderately happy little girl, one thing that she was known for was her very smiley and outgoing nature. when she was twelve daisy began to get bullied a lot from kids at school, making her grow mildly depressed at such a young age. also when she was twelve, her biological parents died in a car accident. she went through some foster homes before she was put into the care of alexander montgomery and he ended up adopting her. when she was sixteen that's when it went downhill. she was in tenth grade she met a twelfth grade boy and the two started dating. she thought she was in love with him and that he felt the same way, but he was expecting different things, and she was willing to comply with that. daisy lost her virginity to him and that even made her more attached, willing to do anything he wanted. the one thing he did best was making her feel bad about herself. he would always critique how she looked, telling her to drop a few pounds which eventually led to her developing anorexia and bulimia. they ended up getting into a fight and he broke up with her before she sent her nudes around the school. people called her names and did other things that led to her developing severe depression which led to the point of her attempting suicide. her parents naturally got terrified and sent her to a place to get help after that, she is either in it for threads or recently got out probably. it depends.

but i'm empty inside, yeah i'm empty inside and i don't wanna live, but i'm too scared to die yeah i'm empty inside, i just don't feel alive and i don't wanna live, but i'm too scared to die

headcanons: - she can sing really good omg
- she sometimes try to form to other people's standards and wants before being herself
- wants to please everyone
- can play some guitar
- goes through occasional periods of time where her depression kicks her bad and she doesn't eat for awhile
- when people first meet her they don't even believe she is depressed at all because she covers it good
- loves animals a lot
- likes video games surprisingly
- sometimes she will use drugs and alcohol to mask the pain

my body's shaking my head is aching it feels like my heart is breaking my body's shaking my head is aching i can't fix this mess i'm making