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tau daktari magoro
 tau daktari magoro. all of these have meanings that are resentful to what he is supposed to be: "tau", meaning lion. "daktari", meaning doctor. this wasn't any mistake, as in the deep parts of africa, his grandmother almost prophesized his gift, one that ran throughout a child throughout every other generation. surely enough, he did end up with this gift, and it became clear as even as a baby, his emotions tended to be influenced through those of his mother's.
 tau came from a middle classed family. his father worked in a factory to make ends meet, and tau was the middle child of three. he was the only boy, however, therefore how you'd imagine, him and his father found themselves sharing a secret bond that could only be shared between a father and his son. tau knew that his father tried his best, that's what made him want to try. even between the struggle, the family tried to make best out of every situation and they were pretty good at doing so, the three children finding innovative ways to make money if they felt as if the others needed help.
 tau, it always seems as if he was constantly running from what he was. his grandmother let him know from the getgo, the way he's able to be a calming influence to those around him, but he didn't want to be that. he never really got to have a childhood, because he was constantly effected by those around him, the emotions tending to be stronger as he reached his preteen years. this caused irritability, depression, and a distance between his family that he didn't really want. he tended to spend a lot of his time alone and began to rebel and get into trouble his family didn't want. his mother tried to get through to him, but he didn't want it. the less he interacted with others, the less pain he felt. his grandmother wasn't too happy about him running from his truth, but he felt as if it'd been his only option, especially since those who emphasized too much ended up committing suicide. apparently, it'd be his only source to a true happiness, but he wasn't exactly sure how that was so.
 the only time he's able to realize his true potential is after his father got cancer, forcing him to be there for him. on his father's deathbed, he was able to take away his pain by taking it. it was excruciating for him, but he was able to put his father truly at peace. even though he didn't want to, that was enough of a realization of what he was capable of, causing him to fly overseas and study in psychology. a lot of his college years wasn't any fun. anyone who got close to him only ended up distancing themselves due to his lack of wanting to do anything. when he graduated, he started his own practice where he became pretty well-known.
 tau is around thirty-five years old, yet has barely lived. the most he's lived, it was a little during his teenage years of spray painting his pain away but most of his time is belied in a deep dark pit of miserablness. so he battles this with pills and alcohol, which isn't at all a healthy habit, but he's not really sure what else to do? he's so caught in the emotion of others that he barely takes joy in anything, not even the normal things people would get amused by.
 barely, he leaves his house and so beyond his office, he spends most of his time in his house. it's huge, as well as empty. most of his clothing that's not suit and tie consists of dark jackets and dark clothing in general because he can't find any happiness within his life, even as he gets older it's pretty sad.
 some of his practices or whatever he has his patients go through is kind of illegal, but he likes to do things his way and hey, they work so he's able to get through to it. and he's a bit of an sarcastic asshole, but that's because he's battling his "pain" so it's okay.
 and he's pretty open about his "gift" and it's okay, because some people kind of thing it's a load of bullshit anyway despite the multiple people he made feel better. but for some people, his gift is almost like a dose of drug. once he takes away your pain, you're going to keep wanting it again and again to where once, he had to legit file a suit against someone who was stalking him because they wanted him to "cure" them again and again.
 there's someone out there who could calm his storm, but he's honestly not sure if they even exist. he's almost been waiting here and there but has yet come across someone who could just make him happy for more than a minute.
 his mother feels as if his psychology is almost toxic for him and that he'll one day hit his breaking point but now it's almost become addicting to him to where he can't stop so he is blunt and honest about it like, "ok well if i die, i die." which makes his mother extremely upset so he barely hears from her at all.
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tau daktari magoro
 tau daktari magoro. all of these have meanings that are resentful to what he is supposed to be: "tau", meaning lion. "daktari", meaning doctor. this wasn't any mistake, as in the deep parts of africa, his grandmother almost prophesized his gift, one that ran throughout a child throughout every other generation. surely enough, he did end up with this gift, and it became clear as even as a baby, his emotions tended to be influenced through those of his mother's.
 tau came from a middle classed family. his father worked in a factory to make ends meet, and tau was the middle child of three. he was the only boy, however, therefore how you'd imagine, him and his father found themselves sharing a secret bond that could only be shared between a father and his son. tau knew that his father tried his best, that's what made him want to try. even between the struggle, the family tried to make best out of every situation and they were pretty good at doing so, the three children finding innovative ways to make money if they felt as if the others needed help.
 tau, it always seems as if he was constantly running from what he was. his grandmother let him know from the getgo, the way he's able to be a calming influence to those around him, but he didn't want to be that. he never really got to have a childhood, because he was constantly effected by those around him, the emotions tending to be stronger as he reached his preteen years. this caused irritability, depression, and a distance between his family that he didn't really want. he tended to spend a lot of his time alone and began to rebel and get into trouble his family didn't want. his mother tried to get through to him, but he didn't want it. the less he interacted with others, the less pain he felt. his grandmother wasn't too happy about him running from his truth, but he felt as if it'd been his only option, especially since those who emphasized too much ended up committing suicide. apparently, it'd be his only source to a true happiness, but he wasn't exactly sure how that was so.
 the only time he's able to realize his true potential is after his father got cancer, forcing him to be there for him. on his father's deathbed, he was able to take away his pain by taking it. it was excruciating for him, but he was able to put his father truly at peace. even though he didn't want to, that was enough of a realization of what he was capable of, causing him to fly overseas and study in psychology. a lot of his college years wasn't any fun. anyone who got close to him only ended up distancing themselves due to his lack of wanting to do anything. when he graduated, he started his own practice where he became pretty well-known.
 tau is around thirty-five years old, yet has barely lived. the most he's lived, it was a little during his teenage years of spray painting his pain away but most of his time is belied in a deep dark pit of miserablness. so he battles this with pills and alcohol, which isn't at all a healthy habit, but he's not really sure what else to do? he's so caught in the emotion of others that he barely takes joy in anything, not even the normal things people would get amused by.
 barely, he leaves his house and so beyond his office, he spends most of his time in his house. it's huge, as well as empty. most of his clothing that's not suit and tie consists of dark jackets and dark clothing in general because he can't find any happiness within his life, even as he gets older it's pretty sad.
 some of his practices or whatever he has his patients go through is kind of illegal, but he likes to do things his way and hey, they work so he's able to get through to it. and he's a bit of an sarcastic asshole, but that's because he's battling his "pain" so it's okay.
 and he's pretty open about his "gift" and it's okay, because some people kind of thing it's a load of bullshit anyway despite the multiple people he made feel better. but for some people, his gift is almost like a dose of drug. once he takes away your pain, you're going to keep wanting it again and again to where once, he had to legit file a suit against someone who was stalking him because they wanted him to "cure" them again and again.
 there's someone out there who could calm his storm, but he's honestly not sure if they even exist. he's almost been waiting here and there but has yet come across someone who could just make him happy for more than a minute.
 his mother feels as if his psychology is almost toxic for him and that he'll one day hit his breaking point but now it's almost become addicting to him to where he can't stop so he is blunt and honest about it like, "ok well if i die, i die." which makes his mother extremely upset so he barely hears from her at all.
[align=center][font=arial][I]so, i heard the world doesn't revolve around me /:
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