hi welcome to chilis & trash heap

[shizuknya]

Wow this season so far is just sam angst sam being sacrificial sam wanting to be a hero
first he gets infected
and he's racing against the clock to find a cure
so smth will happen to Zeke idk what but it's hopeless he acts liek he's fine like he isn't growing tired but with each day(bc it's a slow thing) he is he's losing his appetite he's getting tired he gets winded easily but he always insists on going to do cases even tho they'll just make things worse. He's getting frail and pale and has bags beneath his eyes his smile is pained and sad and when he walks he needs help from alfie or Dylan or someone bc he runs into things. At the start he felt like throwing up every few seconds(which he did end up doing) but now when he does nothing comes up he's just sat over the toilet gagging but near the end when he dies he's coughing up and possibly even throwing up blood.
It's the middle of the night when he dies. It isn't painful. He's asleep when it happens too.