hi welcome to chilis & trash heap

[vix]

I feel so bad for not being available, had I known u were having this breakdown I would have tried to said something, anything at all. It probably won’t say shit but it’s sometimes nice to at least have someone that can be reassuring that they’re there for you. I hate not feeling like I’m gonna day the right thing and maybe you don’t even care as much, but I want to reassure you that I’m here for you when you need me and you’re not losing me. Of course, that feeling won’t go away as it’s your anxiety and that’s a bitch. But I know my truth enough to say I’m not going anywhere and I love you and I hope you feel better