12-20-2017, 02:42 AM
hey, shiz, just breathe, okay?
i was in the exact same spot you are in now only a couple weeks ago, so i know what you're going through. so just breathe, okay? take it easy, and let it go. you are loved, you are wanted, and you are needed, okay? feeling alone is a temporary thing, and you can get through it.
i know it's easy to feel insignificant, small, left out, among other adjectives to describe how you feel, but just know that that's not the case, okay? every one of your friends love you, otherwise they wouldn't hang out with you. i know it's hard to believe, but they love you and they care, no matter what you think currently. i know they care, cause i care too, and you know they care, you just can't see it right now, and that's okay. just take a step away and relax.
try not to cling so tight, okay? because that happens, you feel like everything is slipping through your fingers like sand and you're doing everything to keep it all but you don't have to. that's not your job. it's okay to feel alone, and it's okay to feel like you're losing friends, but don't force things to work. just let things fall and pick them back up later. it's okay, i promise. some broken things have to fully break before you can fix it, don't worry about clinging to the parts.
so just relax, okay? people love you and you aren't losing anyone, despite what you think. isolate yourself if you need to, but you always have to come back and face it, okay? and just let things flow as it may, don't push things, don't worry about it too much. easier said than done, but make an effort to not think about it. things won't change unless you strive for it.
and always, i love you, okay? don't forget it, and you can do this. you can make it through this.
i was in the exact same spot you are in now only a couple weeks ago, so i know what you're going through. so just breathe, okay? take it easy, and let it go. you are loved, you are wanted, and you are needed, okay? feeling alone is a temporary thing, and you can get through it.
i know it's easy to feel insignificant, small, left out, among other adjectives to describe how you feel, but just know that that's not the case, okay? every one of your friends love you, otherwise they wouldn't hang out with you. i know it's hard to believe, but they love you and they care, no matter what you think currently. i know they care, cause i care too, and you know they care, you just can't see it right now, and that's okay. just take a step away and relax.
try not to cling so tight, okay? because that happens, you feel like everything is slipping through your fingers like sand and you're doing everything to keep it all but you don't have to. that's not your job. it's okay to feel alone, and it's okay to feel like you're losing friends, but don't force things to work. just let things fall and pick them back up later. it's okay, i promise. some broken things have to fully break before you can fix it, don't worry about clinging to the parts.
so just relax, okay? people love you and you aren't losing anyone, despite what you think. isolate yourself if you need to, but you always have to come back and face it, okay? and just let things flow as it may, don't push things, don't worry about it too much. easier said than done, but make an effort to not think about it. things won't change unless you strive for it.
and always, i love you, okay? don't forget it, and you can do this. you can make it through this.