fishy kisses ∞ dump

[twistiethebear]

like do you ever just want to tell smth to someone right to their face or whatever about what they do that annoys you to no end because i do and i would but part of me is like "dont, you don't have enough friends to potentially lose one even though they are probs friends with you out of pity or just put up with you" and like i never feel enough courage in myself to tell someone like right to them "i feel like you don't care about our friendship" or "i hate that you always interupt me" or "i wish sometimes you would make the plans and not make me feel like im annoying you or being a burden" and a plethora of other things but i don't because im passive as hell when it comes to my ffriends

people i don't like that i had to put up with in robotics who would constantly put me down or interupt me? i would shut them down and put them in their place like "excuse me, i was still talking" or "no, im very capable of doing this i don't need help" or "just because im a girl it means that my opinion and facts are somehow misguided or wrong?"

WHY CAN I STOP BEING SO PASSIVE ABOUT THINGS THAT BUG ME WITH PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY IT ISNT HEALTHY TO KEEEP IT IN ANDD TO GO ABOUT LIFE aND STIlL THINK ABOUT IT AND NEVER SAY ANYTHING CUZ ILL JUST BLOW UP LATER like i don't want to hurt people's feelings ever but sometimes there are these things and the people don't even know they are doing them but i don't want to be a bitch