hi welcome to chilis & trash heap

[marsy]

That’s really disappointing that your own parents would call you a bitch. That’s most homes to god the most worst feeling in the world, and honestly over a kiss?? I know we’ve briefly talked about it (depression),  but the warning signs are there, and they shouldn’t guilt you into doing something you’re uncomfortable doing, especially over something so small. Depression + periods + parental problems are the worst and I wish I could help in some shape or form but I will tell you that I really hope it at least gets semi better in the morning and ily )):

i know by now that your parents are just... honestly horrible, and this, the whole kiss thing, isn't even the worst of it; not even half of the worst of it. like i'm not gonna sugarcoat it. they're just shitty parents, and i'm so sorry you have to go through this. no kid should have to go through this, especially with so much other shit going on in your life. shitty parents on top of depression and mood swings and stress is just really overwhelming, and for a goddamn 14 year-old ?? i'm so sorry shi. i know loving you isn't enough, but i hope it does some good. we all love you shi, very much.