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[spoiler=another rant (:]i swear the fucking god my parents are so HHHH. i walked out and my mom was like "if you want me to cook something for oyu bc youve only eatena donut u etter say now" andi was like "alright" so i tried to fucking get past her to get some ramen and she goes "can i have a kiss" i go "...no.." bc i just,,, do not want her to fucking kiss my cheek. she goes "just on the cheek pls and ill let u go? please" and shes fucking getting closer and closer and im shrinking back and covering my face and staring blankly at the counter like "no, stop. please" and you wanna knnow what my das fucking does? he turns and looks at me with the most pissed look goign "what the hell is wrong with you? why are you such a bitch, just let her kiss your cheek" instead of realizing how uncomfortable i was and telling her to stop. she goes "oh you dont even know she's been a bitch to me ever since i got back" and he keeps asking me why and imlike "?? why?? because it's-" and i was so,, mmm so fucking pissed off and shit i couldnt even finish my sentence and i walked past and got some food and theyre talking shit about me and im trying my best to ignore it and i walk up to my mom like "can u make this pls" and she goes "say your sorry and give me a hug" i go "sorry for what?" "for being so mean to me" like is this bitch serious is she fucking 6?? and i just sighed and was about to cuz im fucking starving but my dad goes "why would you even consider making that in the first place?" "you're right!" andhe turns to me and goes "just go to sleep" and im fucking sitting here now in my room on the verge of crying bc i cant take this shit any longer i canti cant i cn t

all because i didnt want my mom to kiss my cheek which is pERFECTLY!!! FINE!!![/spoiler]