12-04-2017, 01:46 AM
okay but benji is literally the epitome of "they're better of without you" like those are his exact thoughts after he is outed and experiences all the harassment. and the "handful of moments i wish i could change" is like about how he wishes he could change how he treated aj all the time
i hoped you liked the thing about benji defending one of the people who had been harassing him to aj c: cuz that's my new favorite thing. benji, defending the people who hurt him every day because a. he thinks he deserves everything they do and b. he hates himself and let's them hurt him and he doesn't ever stop them even if he's on the ground with a bloody nose or black eye oops
i hoped you liked the thing about benji defending one of the people who had been harassing him to aj c: cuz that's my new favorite thing. benji, defending the people who hurt him every day because a. he thinks he deserves everything they do and b. he hates himself and let's them hurt him and he doesn't ever stop them even if he's on the ground with a bloody nose or black eye oops
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