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He can never be loved the way two people love each other. He's too hard, too cold for that. He wouldn't let anybody get close enough. There's the uneasiness of just giving your heart to someone, putting your trust in them that they won't break it, like that. It's dangerous. Nobody would be able to love someone like him because Casey Leventis isn't made to love that way. He's bruised and bloody knuckles and the pounding winds of a storm, merciless and could be potentially harmful. No, Casey was undeserving of such a thing. He was destined to be alone, it was his path in life. Nobody will ever love Casey the way he wants, no matter how much he tells himself he doesn't need such a "useless emotion".

Because he's scared of what would happen to him if the person he trusted with his heart snaps it in half.