THE BADLANDS CHAT THREAD + DISCORD

[Asyli]

disassociating for me is like... literally being there but also being trapped under a thick fog blanket; i feel like i am in a place, like i'm doing something but like i'm not the one doing it. it almost seems like someone else is taking the reins and controlling my body and i'm trying to force myself back into a conscious state and sort of drifting away from the world. i literally am trying to fight against something but it's so hard to bring myself back into reality, it's like... imagining seeing the world around you through blurred vision and not being able to make anything move on your own
at least, that's what mine feel like

i do it all the time so rip lmao
mostly during school or when i'm dealing with my family or just,,, when i get overwhelmed or stressed or sometimes even when i'm content and relaxed

also,, i can't decide if marco's name should just be
marco de la cru
or
marcus "marco" de la cru