11-02-2017, 03:16 AM
anyways, alfie doesn't know how to deal with any of the feelings that accompany the trauma and he's having lots of panic attacks and refusing to go outside and just holed up in his room trying to forget everything and drown out the pain through alcohol and it's kind of like he's forgotten how to properly function as a person and alfie refuses to go anywhere without zeke and just becomes very clingy and yeah
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[align=center][div style="font-size:14pt; font-family: georgia; color: #29181C;"]i told myself that i wouldn't be scared
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but i'm still having nightmares [color=#29181C]characters | trashcan