10-29-2017, 02:35 AM
sorry that i keep bringing this up i know it's probs getting annoying
[spoiler=funeral today just ignore]i went to my friend's funeral today and it was hard to put it simply but the service was beautiful and it was more of a celebration of his life and ii felt so blessed to have known him for the short amount of time i knew him. almost my entire speech group was there as well as one of the people in my friend's speech group and the professor and we all sat together and it was nice having them around. i didn't cry because i don't like the thought of the guys in my group seeing me cry but i have a lot of feelings and emotions and public speaking hasn't been the same since we found out but i just feel like his funeral has helped me at least, accept it and just hearing people speaking about him made me so thankful that i got to know him just a teensy tiny bit and share laughs and stories with him
[spoiler=funeral today just ignore]i went to my friend's funeral today and it was hard to put it simply but the service was beautiful and it was more of a celebration of his life and ii felt so blessed to have known him for the short amount of time i knew him. almost my entire speech group was there as well as one of the people in my friend's speech group and the professor and we all sat together and it was nice having them around. i didn't cry because i don't like the thought of the guys in my group seeing me cry but i have a lot of feelings and emotions and public speaking hasn't been the same since we found out but i just feel like his funeral has helped me at least, accept it and just hearing people speaking about him made me so thankful that i got to know him just a teensy tiny bit and share laughs and stories with him
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but i'm still having nightmares [color=#29181C]characters | trashcan