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[twistiethebear]

i think i slept nearly like 15 hours in a span of less than 24 hours is that healthy? cuz i slept 6 hours from 4 to 10 and then woke up for about and hour and then slept 11pm to 7:30am which is another 8 1/2 hours like it doesn't seem healthy to sleep that much in less than a 24 hour period

[spoiler=rant]anyways, you know that feeling where you feel pushed to the side or ignored by people in a friend group? i'm in a snapchat group chat and i feel that hardcore every damn day that i might just either leave the group or delete the chat or idk but something cuz i'm sick of it and i've done it in other group chats where i feel that way and i know it's petty and i shouldn't do it but i get so fed up with it? like i'll say something and then there's no response but then someone else says something and there's responses but not to me like ever so idk what to do because i know if i bring it up they will get offended and i don't want to cause an argument so i will probably end up not doing anything because i don't want to be a bitch but like it doesn't even matter because i've disappeared for weeks from a group chat and no one either noticed or said anything so i guess it's whatever[/spoiler]
just these past few weeks with my friend dying and his funeral being on saturday and the stress of all this homework just i don't have the time, the energy, or the want to deal with the bullshit but i also don't want to push people away if that makes sense