10-03-2017, 12:20 AM
when he goes back home for the holidays that one time, the first time he talks to hayden after hayden ended things, declyn was probably high and trying not to shake because while being high helps him forget his feelings for hayden, it makes him hella anxious (and alcohol makes him hella reckless so you know, probs hooked up with a lot of random people while drunk just trying to forget everything)
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