10-01-2017, 09:36 PM
update again: well he was tested for FIV and FeLV and both were negative so we still don't know. he's home tho but my dad is upset about how much we spent on napoleon and said he would've just put him down instead of running any tests because he doesn't realize the emotional bond i have with my cat. we still don't know what's wrong but he's home and he had some pain medication so he's feeling a bit better but we still might have to put him down and i don't think i'm emotionally ready for that.
so if we do put him down i might take a break from here because he's more than just a best friend, he's like a sibling or a child to me and idk how i'll be mentally if we put him down
so if we do put him down i might take a break from here because he's more than just a best friend, he's like a sibling or a child to me and idk how i'll be mentally if we put him down
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