09-29-2017, 02:03 AM
update: my motivation to do anything is gone like i still need to fucking shower and i never finished my sociology notes and my mom is being annoying and i know i'm probably not going to sleep well but ya know, at least i get to see the cute boys in my speech class tomorrow so that's good. other than that i just want it to be friday night so i can sit in my room in stupid pyjamas and watch stupid movies instead of doing anything social without the fear of being judged
also, i strongly feel like i shouldn't be putting on makeup every single school day just to possibly impress this one guy but i can't help it because he's cute and i'm bleh and i want him to like me but i'm so awkward ugh
also, i strongly feel like i shouldn't be putting on makeup every single school day just to possibly impress this one guy but i can't help it because he's cute and i'm bleh and i want him to like me but i'm so awkward ugh
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