02-14-2017, 11:30 PM
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John's eyes met his quite stalwartly, and Mettaton felt like backing down--turning and just leaving the rest of this unsaid. Again, the possibility of apology flitted across his mind, and he coughed into his arm, trying to buy himself time to think. He...did regret attacking John--did that mean he should apologize? Even when what John had said--even if it had made him want to tear out his own insides?
On the other hand, the look in John's eyes earlier--the fear? That was almost worse. This was terrible. "I mean it--" He started, realizing as it came out how plaintive and whiny that sounded. "I'm--you--" Could he apologize for part of what he did, but..not all of it?
"You hit--a nerve." What a revelation. "I--I'm sorry I...reacted. Like that. I don't want--I don't want you dead. Or--hurt." At the moment, that was the truth, at least. "You--um--I'm still--" Angry? Well, that just sounded cheap. "What you said--but I mean, I won't--hurt you. Even if you--say--that. Again." Was this good enough? He could feel himself flushing, and he hated this--the last thing he wanted was to open himself up to more insults--what if John tested him?
Well, he'd better fucking pass the test, that's all he had to say to himself.
[spoiler=info  updated 1/25/17]
[size=8pt]GENERAL:
★ METTATON DARLING | METTA | afab male (gnc)
★ panromantic | pansexual
★ 24| oct/15 | real time
★ the badlands | headhunter
IMPORTANT FACTS:
★ cute
★ glam
★ has a stash of makeup
PHYSICAL:
★ human [10.15/main] | health: 90%
 6'3'' & 195 lbs; slender torso but muscled, great posture but narrow shoulders. Long, thick black hair that's wavy and shoulder length, often tucked behind an ear, rarely in a ponytail. Often covering up the eyepatch over his right eye. Blue eyes and generally wears black, accented with pink, purple, and blue.
 [i]major injuries: (missing an eye, affects peripheral vision and depth perception)
PERSONALITY:
- mettaton has a huge fear of being genuinely hated, not cared about, not being good enough. he is pretty good at masking this but he has anxiety.
- mettaton has black hair and blue eyes, he's caucasian. he has two studs above his eyebrow and he wears very dramatic clothing as well as wearing makeup quite frequently, as he has compiled a stash. He is about six feet, three inches tall, and is pretty average of weight. He has one eye and wears an eyepatch.
- Mettaton is extremely dramatic, flamboyant, and glamorous. He loves making a statement--of any kind. He's friendly, though quite self-centered, and likes to use pet names a lot--notably, calling people 'darling' quite often. He gets extremely enthusiastic about quite a lot, and thinks of himself as above most earthly things. Though he can seem shrewd and is certainly intelligent and creative, he can be quite idealistic, naive, and even gullible, easily manipulated. It can seem hard to shake his confidence, but he can be made an unwitting pawn of someone's game if they know how to play him.
RELATIONSHIPS:
★ single
★ npc x npc| generation 1
★ No Romantic Interest
★ No Sexual Interest
INTERACTION:
★ interacts with literally everyone he sees + quite friendly, even flirtatious
★ difficulty: 7/10 in battle | + strength, speed, agility | - stamina
★ tends to negotiate, but if he feels that's impossible, he likes to make the first move
★ attack in bold #D600BA
★ can powerplay nonviolent actions
★ all IC opinions
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[div style="background=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=; width: 350px; font-size: 8pt; font-family:arial; text-transform:lowercase; text-align:justify; color: black;"]John's eyes met his quite stalwartly, and Mettaton felt like backing down--turning and just leaving the rest of this unsaid. Again, the possibility of apology flitted across his mind, and he coughed into his arm, trying to buy himself time to think. He...did regret attacking John--did that mean he should apologize? Even when what John had said--even if it had made him want to tear out his own insides?
On the other hand, the look in John's eyes earlier--the fear? That was almost worse. This was terrible. "I mean it--" He started, realizing as it came out how plaintive and whiny that sounded. "I'm--you--" Could he apologize for part of what he did, but..not all of it?
"You hit--a nerve." What a revelation. "I--I'm sorry I...reacted. Like that. I don't want--I don't want you dead. Or--hurt." At the moment, that was the truth, at least. "You--um--I'm still--" Angry? Well, that just sounded cheap. "What you said--but I mean, I won't--hurt you. Even if you--say--that. Again." Was this good enough? He could feel himself flushing, and he hated this--the last thing he wanted was to open himself up to more insults--what if John tested him?
Well, he'd better fucking pass the test, that's all he had to say to himself.
[spoiler=info  updated 1/25/17]
[size=8pt]GENERAL:
★ METTATON DARLING | METTA | afab male (gnc)
★ panromantic | pansexual
★ 24| oct/15 | real time
★ the badlands | headhunter
IMPORTANT FACTS:
★ cute
★ glam
★ has a stash of makeup
PHYSICAL:
★ human [10.15/main] | health: 90%
 6'3'' & 195 lbs; slender torso but muscled, great posture but narrow shoulders. Long, thick black hair that's wavy and shoulder length, often tucked behind an ear, rarely in a ponytail. Often covering up the eyepatch over his right eye. Blue eyes and generally wears black, accented with pink, purple, and blue.
 [i]major injuries: (missing an eye, affects peripheral vision and depth perception)
PERSONALITY:
- mettaton has a huge fear of being genuinely hated, not cared about, not being good enough. he is pretty good at masking this but he has anxiety.
- mettaton has black hair and blue eyes, he's caucasian. he has two studs above his eyebrow and he wears very dramatic clothing as well as wearing makeup quite frequently, as he has compiled a stash. He is about six feet, three inches tall, and is pretty average of weight. He has one eye and wears an eyepatch.
- Mettaton is extremely dramatic, flamboyant, and glamorous. He loves making a statement--of any kind. He's friendly, though quite self-centered, and likes to use pet names a lot--notably, calling people 'darling' quite often. He gets extremely enthusiastic about quite a lot, and thinks of himself as above most earthly things. Though he can seem shrewd and is certainly intelligent and creative, he can be quite idealistic, naive, and even gullible, easily manipulated. It can seem hard to shake his confidence, but he can be made an unwitting pawn of someone's game if they know how to play him.
RELATIONSHIPS:
★ single
★ npc x npc| generation 1
★ No Romantic Interest
★ No Sexual Interest
INTERACTION:
★ interacts with literally everyone he sees + quite friendly, even flirtatious
★ difficulty: 7/10 in battle | + strength, speed, agility | - stamina
★ tends to negotiate, but if he feels that's impossible, he likes to make the first move
★ attack in bold #D600BA
★ can powerplay nonviolent actions
★ all IC opinions
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