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now , taking a look into her numerology these are her results .



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DESTINY NUMBER 11 / 2  . 

destiny number , also known as the expression number this symbolizes the opportunities one has at their disposal . it is one's life's purpose , spiritual mission , and field of opportunity .  unlike the life path number which reads as " you are " , the destiny number more correctly reads as " you [i]MUST " or what one can aspire to become[/i] ; determined by birthname , her results are : "  11 / 2  " ; a master number . ruled by the moon , traits of this number include being highly sensitive , spiritual , and secretive .

Quote:the number 11 / 2 destiny suggests that the direction of growth in your lifetime will be toward gaining an understanding of people and a greater spiritual sense of the world around you . a name producing a 2 destiny gives you the tools to work very well with other people . your destiny will be , in part , in the role of the mediator and the peacemaker . as you grow in this direction , you become sensitive to the feelings of others , you become diplomatic in handling complicated situations .

the spiritual potential for the 2 destiny , and perhaps particularly so for the master number 11 / 2 , is very high . you have the capacity to be inspirational , and the ability to lead merely by your own example . [color=#9e8886]you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment ; your intuition is very strong
; in fact , many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 / 2 destiny . indeed , the 11 / 2 has a spiritual connection not found in other numbers .

in many ways you are dependent on others and seem to function best in a partnership or in some form of group activity . you will have the capacity to organize and handle people , just as you will handle detail , rarely overlook anything . the positive aspect of the number 11 / 2 destiny is an always idealistic attitude .

the negative 11 / 2 personality can be oversensitive and easily hurt . too much of this number in your makeup can make you very shy and uncertain . sometimes the excessive 11 / 2 energies makes one apathetic and somewhat indifferent to the job at hand ; the ability to handle details is hampered in these cases .

some struggle with a continuous sense of nervous tension ; you may be too sensitive and temperamental . you tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer . fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical . you tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need .

i also want to state that her destiny number aligns exactly with her birthdate which is 11 / 2 .



[align=right]THE SOUL URGE NUMBER 11  .

determined by the vowels in ones name , the soul urge , or heart desire , falls below the life path . it is one's inner cravings and likes and dislikes , which are usually kept private . this number denotes what one values most regardless of life path and expression .

Quote:you are born a [color=#9e8886]peace-maker , driven by a desire to settle conflicts and create harmony . you are a healer and a visionary . you long to make the world a better place , and cannot rest until you have dedicated your life to some worthwhile cause . you are attracted to the world of energy more than to the mechanical or material planes . philosophy , religion , and less traditional forms of healing are among your specialties . you are obsessed with the quest for enlightenment . you are extremely sensitive and possess a high degree of intuition . subtle messages and feelings of others do not escape your attention . you are powerfully aware of the thoughts and feelings of others . uless you are well grounded , this can throw you about emotionally . your awareness can be both a gift as well as a problem , because you so deeply desire to please others and keep harmony in your environment . your intelligence is electric . ideas , solutions to problems , and inventions seem to come to you as if out of the blue . you are highly charged and intense . this can cause nervous tension . you are often more concerned with universal justice than with the individual .



INNER DREAM NUMBER 9  .

also known as the personality number ; it is the sum of the consonants in one's name , relating a secret dream , inner desires , or maybe even fantasies . as a modifier , this aspect of one's chart may be considered less important than many of the others because often these remote and deep-seated dreams are never realized .

Quote:the inner dream number "  [color=#9e8886]9  " is the dominance of mars . you dream of being creative , intellectual , and universal ; the selfless humanitarian . you understand the needy and what to help them . you would love to be a person people count on for support and advice . 9's are also know for their confidence , tolerance , and courage with a magnetic personality .



LIFE PATH NUMBER 6  .

is the most important number in numerology . it describes the path of life ; tells who one is and what they will become . the life path number is determined by birthdate .

Quote:the life path 6 suggests that you entered this plane with tools to become the ultimate nurturer , and a [color=#9e8886]beacon  for truth , justice , righteousness , and domesticity . you are idealistic and must feel useful to be happy . the main contribution you make is that of advice , service , and ever-present support . you are a humanitarian of the first order . it is your role to serve others , and you start in the home environment . Yyu are very human and realistic about life , and you feel that the most important thing in your life is the home , the family and the friends .

this is the life path related to leadership by example and assumption of responsibility , thus , it is your obligation to pick up the burden and always be ready to help . like the majority with life path 6 , you are one who will willingly carry far more than your fair share of any load , and you are always there when needed . in doing so , you take ownership and often become an authority over the situation .

in romance , the 6 is loyal and devoted . a caretaker type , you are apt to attract partners who are somewhat weaker and needier than yourself ; someone you can care for and protect . the main ingredient that must prevail in the relationship is complete harmony . you don't function well in stressful relationships that become challenges for you to control . it is the same with friends ; you are loyal and trustworthy , but there is a tendency for you to become dominating and controlling .

it's likely you feel compelled to function with strength and compassion . you are a sympathetic and kind person , generous with personal and material resources . wisdom , balance , and understanding are the cornerstones of your life , and these define your approach to life in general . your extraordinary wisdom and the ability to understand the problems of others is apt to commence from an early age . this allows you to easily span the generation gap and assume an important role in life early on .

the number 6 life path actually produces few negative examples , but there are some pitfalls peculiar to the path . you may have a tendency to become overwhelmed by responsibilities and a slave to others , especially members of your own family or close friends . it's easy for you to fall into a pattern of being too critical of others ; you also have a tendency to become too hard on yourself . the misuse of this life path produces tendencies for you to engage in exaggeration , over-expansiveness , and self-righteousness . modesty and humility may not flow easily . imposing one's views in an interfering or meddling way must be an issue of concern .
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born on the 2nd of the month of november , malachi is a scorpio . about the scorpio zodiac , its element is water ; ruling planets mars and pluto . a fixed sign with the ruling house of 8 . a scorpio's polarity is negative , and its birthstones consist of apache tear , beryl , aquamarine , topaz , and obsidian . key traits of this sign is that they are magnetic , controlling , and intense ; their phrase , "  i desire  " . power colors consist of black and deep red ; and its flowers are geraniums and rhododenrons .



WATER SIGNS  .

Quote:the element of water represents emotions , intuitive talents and a strong creative gift . you will see a lot of water signs in artistic fields or in fields where intuition is required , and many times even both . people born under water signs move a bit slower than many of the other signs , as they take their time to reflect and feel their way through life .



[align=right]RULING PLANET , PLUTO  .

Quote:[color=#484848][color=#9e8886]god of the underworld and death ; hades means " the unseen " and pluto means " wealth . " . god of death and rebirth . associated with subconscious forces , ruling all that is " below the surface. " . astrologically speaking , pluto is called " the great renewer " , and is considered to represent the part of a person that destroys in order to renew , through bringing buried , but intense needs and drives to the surface , and expressing them , even at the expense of the existing order . a commonly used keyword for pluto is " transformation ". it is associated with power and personal mastery , and the need to cooperate and share with another , if each is not to be destroyed .



RULING PLANET , MARS  .

[quote][color=#9e8886]god of war ; son of earth this planet is associated with unluckiness of brides . also associated with strength and aggression .  astrologically speaking , mars is associated with confidence and self-assertion , aggression , sexuality , energy , strength , ambition and impulsiveness . mars governs sports , competitions and physical activities in general . in modern astrology , mars is the primary native ruler of the first house . traditionally however , mars ruled both the third and tenth houses , and had its joy in the sixth house . while venus tends to the overall relationship atmosphere , mars is the passionate impulse and action , the masculine aspect , discipline , willpower and stamina .
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THE DEVIL  (  XV  ) .

THE DEVIL CARD MEANING  .
the devil card in tarot is about ambitions and is also synonymous with temptation , addiction , and depression . the basic symbols of this card are a winged and horned devil on a black pedestal , naked male and female figures , chains , and an inverted pentagram .

UPRIGHT DEVIL CARD MEANING
when the devil card is upright in a tarot reading , it symbolizes downfall, unexpected failure , controversy , violence , disaster, an ill-tempered person , and weird or strange experiences . the devil card warns you not to be too restrained but to be passionate and ambitious . you are restrained because you allow yourself to be .



[align=right]THE LOVERS  (  VI  )  .

THE LOVERS CARD MEANING
the lovers card in tarot symbolizes love , as well as romance , connection , attraction , and perfect harmony . the basic symbols of this card are an angel or cupid , a man and a woman , and two trees . in some decks , there is a man standing between two women , and in some decks , one tree is flowering and the other has fruit . the waite tarot cards have adam and eve , one tree , a serpent , and apples .

UPRIGHT LOVERS CARD MEANING  .
when the lovers card is upright in a tarot reading , it stands for love , harmony , trust , honor , the beginning of romance, and optimism . it is a card of passion , and feeling passionate , but it isn't strictly about romantic relationships and intense interpersonal bonds . one basic meaning of this card is that you may come across a divergence you dare not miss , no matter the difficulty , even if it is against your chosen path . be on the lookout for this opportunity , and don't automatically take the easy road . think things over before you come to a decision . perhaps it's time to take a leap of faith .
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so the themes i need to keep note of as i continue to develop and write with her ; the theme of selfishness , theme of death , theme of blame , theme of envy , theme of love , theme of duality , theme of heaven and hell , and the theme of destruction and creation .
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one : the death of her mother ; the beginning of malachi's dive into the obsession of death . led to believe that her mother had committed suicide ; masked over ruthless murder . and at that point , stripped of innocence , consider it the " death " of her youthful purity .

two : her own " death " at the hands of agnes ( parallel between her mother ) . very well toeing the line of mortality , it was agnes who had left her to die . malachi was prepared to — was certain she would , further fueling her spiral downward after it didn't happen .

three : the death of security , dreams , and sense of self following the loss of blake . blake had been her everything — her reason to live . the only reason to live . when she left , she took the most important parts of malachi with her , her love and devotion , security and safety , identity , and will to survive . it killed her completely , therefore , the " death " of her existential importance .

four : the " death " of malachi and all her interpersonal relationships , and her ability to form emotional attachments following . she meets a girl named damien who she eventually falls in love with , yet destroys the relationship out of fear . damien calls her selfish ; calls her a lot of things , actually . she calls her bitter , selfish , and hateful , and it completely shatters her world view because damien gives justification to all the events she's suffered through .

five : " ego-death " ; the complete and utter loss of herself within her own mind ; turned into reformation . while those deaths were more on a physical scale and impacted her mentally , this one occurs mentally and impacts her physically .
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