[align=center][div style="width: 455px; text-align: justify; font-family: nyala; font-size: 8pt; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #000"]A form I filled in for Ryan/Asy regarding to my perspective towards death itself; done on 11/26/16 in FF.
Quote:gender: Death can be anything to nothing, and in between to something, even Death can just be... Death itself.
sex: Same as above.
old/young: An ancient soul with a wise mind, but a twist behind their sophisticated words and actions, seeking for its' own amusement and pleasure and a sweet taste of provoking mortals to divines, are young.
animal: A canine of sort, perhaps a wolf, with teeth bared and pointy ears flattened against cranium, made in bitter bones. Black pelt, hidden well in the dark as it watches the breathing ones bleed life to the unknown. It do not bark or bite, but it only takes, and takes, and takes until there is nothing left. A loyal helper it believes it is so, yet still gets labeled as a murderer. It is either quick and sudden or slow, but painfully to kill a living ( a bunny to its empty eyes—so precious, and so small ) there is nothing in between. It can't ever stop itself to kill though. Why?
Because it is its instinct; it takes, and takes, and takes.
color: Darkest shades of any colours, you can't determine what colour it really is.
music genre: Classical, can be slow, with a sad and powerful vibe to it; probably performed with instruments only of a piano or violin, or both.
song:
( I did more than one because indeed this was fun to fill in, but with the asterisk beside it is the main song for Death under my point of view )
- Opening, Aaron Zigman
- Main Theme, Aaron Zigman ( piano solo )
- Omid, Jared Emerson-Johnson
- Into Eternity, Brian Tyler
- This New Century, Jessica Curry*
good/evil/gray: Gray. What are morals to Death itself when the purpose of its existence is to know when and how people's story should end and does it for them, and let other people learn experiences of the death and breathe in them through the rest of their life; either to understand and acknowledge in the end that everyone and everything dies ( naivety and innocence soon to be coated in blood of the lost one's, soft brains, now full of sharp memories, cutting deep, bleeding emotions they have never experienced before; soon to became mental scars, and you can't hide them, because this is how you breathe ), or to change themself for the good of themself only? ( Holding a feeling, but this feeling is somewhat an empty kind, it's something. But what? Any answers given, nothing can change the fact that it is a sickening reminder that it is Death itself that did this to you, therefore, you made your wish to never grow attach to anyone again; it is the only way to glue your aching soul together from breaking and falling ). Most importantly, Death exists to help us all.
word(s): Darkness, kind, quiet, lonely, help, "misunderstood," both hello and farewell, "it is time," repeating histories, "a heart having stitches more than in a flesh," "I am only doing my job I exist to do," "everything will be okay," peace, and "the rest is silence."
end or beginning: End, but perhaps, it can be a beginning to something new and even better.
masculine or feminine: Neither; androgynous.
scary or peaceful: Peaceful, especially if you forced it to come to you. It is only scary if you don't expect or acknowledge it.
other images/visuals: Flesh torn, but soft lips kissing against blood stained skins - especially on your forehead — a kiss of farewell to send you to your slumber, like a mother to their child; you're standing in a forest during the night, but you see a candle flickering farther away from where you stand, resembling to a light offering you golden serenity, blow it away under bravery to stay in the dark, and you will be destined to die alone ( after all, you must be brave enough to die alone if you are capable of being alone within darkness ); a light at the end of the tunnel; a surface of body ashes ( as my dear God, how does the ashes of your innocences' taste? ); a stoned, gray wall carved, "NO ONE, EVEN YOUR GOD, CAN SAVE YOU," in ragged stones, held in Death's trembling hands, painted in a living's blood, tears and sweats—a beauty combination of fear, a fine wine to drink for a reminder it must be done ( before choking on hushed lines of apologies ).