HAPPINESS WILL RUIN THIS PLACE [ ✧ ] dump 2.0

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[align=center][div style="borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; font-size: 14pt; line-height:115%; text-align: justify; letter-spacing: -2px"][b][color=#273030]THEY SAY WE ARE ASLEEP UNTIL WE FALL IN LOVE. WE ARE CHILDREN OF DUST AND ASHES. BUT WHEN WE FALL IN LOVE WE WAKE UP AND WE ARE A GOD AND ANGELS WEEP, BUT IF I DIE HERE TONIGHT, [color=#F84934][i]I DIE IN MY SLEEP ----------★
[div style="borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; font-size: 10pt; line-height:115%; text-align: justify; letter-spacing: -1px"][align=center][color=#F84934]damien/nik/les [color=#273030]★ [color=#F84934]he/him [color=#273030]★ [color=#F84934]18 [color=#273030]★ [color=#F84934]open to pms [color=#273030]★ [color=#F84934]really obsessed with vampires

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vera verochka nikolayevna meshcheryakov

- russian (obviously)
- came from wealth and a powerful family
- mother tongue is russian, speaks french fluently and is pretty good at english (still learning)
- pale blonde hair, big blue eyes, full lips, defined cheekbones, thick, dark eyebrows, very thin, very short (4'11")
- 18
- falls in love with anyone who's nice to her
- very naive and childlike
- conservative (rarely wears revealing clothing)
- flighty and mercurial
- never lived on her own until she came to america. desperately tries to surround herself with people
- wants to be independent but just can't
- super super sweet
- incredibly smart but comes across as ditzy and scatterbrained
- isn't quick to anger, but once she gets mad, will erupt like a volcano
- badlands (first group she found, hates their ways but gets too attached to leave)
- loves animals. wants a million pets but is in no way responsible enough to take care of them
- loves drawing, but she sucks at it
- has an amazing singing voice, but gets flustered when people hear her
- easy to depress. gets sad over lots of things, but puts on a cheery exterior
- is in love with the idea of love.
- honestly just wants to be loved and cared for and wanted

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[spoiler=TELL HIM TO FORGIVE ME -✧- tags][size=8pt]WE WERE ANGELS ONCE ✧ general
NAME ; vera 'verochka' nikolayevna meshcheryakov
  - NICKNAMES ; verochka (diminutive of vera)
GENDER ; cis female
  - PRONOUNS ; she/her
SEXUALITY ; pansexual
AGE ; 18
  - BIRTHDAY ; june 16th
ALLIANCE ; the badlands
  - RANK ; member

DON'T YOU REMEMBER? ✧ appearance
HEIGHT ; 4'11"
WEIGHT ; 80lbs-90lbs, underweight
DESCRIPTION ; verochka is very short and thin. she has long pale blonde hair, thick and well-cared for. her eyes are big and expressive, blue like open waters. her brows are thick and considerably darker than the hair on her head. her nose is tiny, however suits her face. her lips are full and thick, almost too big for her face. she has a very defined facial structure, high cheekbones and strong jawline. her skin is fair and pale, practically blemish-free. she is very attractive, however doesn't seem to acknowledge it
CLOTHING ; verochka wears very conservative clothes. she rarely shows much skin, coming from a place where that was frowned upon. she prefers pale colors over darker ones. while her clothes are definitely decorous, she likes things that are fashionable. she wears expensive dresses and jewelry, as she came from a wealthy and powerful family and is use to a life of luxury.

JOY AND LIFE INSIDE OUR SOULS ✧ personality
POSITIVE ; optimistic, cheerful, smart, lovable, sweet, bubbly, charming, innocent, trusting
NEUTRAL ; flighty, mercurial, childlike, scatterbrained, ditzy, naive, simple
NEGATIVE ; unaware, unworldly, ignorant, callow, immature, irresponsible
MBTI ; esfp
TV TROPES ; the ingenue; fallen princess; genki girl
ALIGNMENT ; neutral good

AND NOBODY KNOWS, JUST YOU AND ME ✧ interaction + misc
DIFFICULTY LEVEL ; very easy
TRAINED IN ; healing
ATTACK IN ; #ff35a3
PM [iomedae] FOR PLOTS
OPEN TO ; nonviolent powerplay
WON'T CAPTURE ; WON'T TORTURE ; WON'T KILL[/spoiler]

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[color=black][font=georgia]I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH THE THOUGHT OF US

[color=black][ vera 'verochka' nikolayevna meshcheryakov ☆ female ☆ badlands ☆ played by iomedae ]

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my brain at any point in time: hey balaga ho balaga hey hey ho balaga hey hey balaga (the famous troika driver)

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thread ideas

verochka:
- praying/looking in the mirror
- "what have i said, what have i done? crying like a child, oh they were so awful! oh, it all hurts so terribly." - after meeting mean people/people who just weren't immediately nice.
- thinks about pierre and gets Very sad

lestat:
- talk about past - wolves, nicolas, etc (oneshot??)
- tbh i wanna see him get drunk because that would. be an adventure
- get into a fight with someone (verbal? have him be a big crybaby about it tbh)
- something DRAMATIC because hes a fucking drama queen

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IDK WHICH ONE TO USE FOR LESTAT'S SUB RIP

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NOT 2 MAKE VEROCHKA ANY MORE LIKE NATASHA BUT,,
- what if pierre promised he’d come back? liKE that would make for an interesting plot?? she misses him and counts the days until he comes back but in the mean time falls in love with everyone else and feels super guilty about it

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HMMM I WANNA MAKE AN ARMAND CHARACTER HHH

i could put him in nd....... hhhh

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TODAY (tonight?):
- poST WITH LESTAT U HEATHEN
- work on russian baby (think: natasha/sonya/mary/marya/pierre mix)
- clean up subaccounts
- wRITE

m...maybe tomorrow..... am very tired....
TOMORROW AT THE LATEST OK