goth and glam / dump

[vix]

IM CRYING BLESS THEIR SOULS

[paddy]

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH BABIES IM CRYIN

[finny.]

MY KIDS I LOVE

[paddy]

ME TOO FIN, ME TOO

[paddy]

the fact that i will now have a character named lorelai and one named lorelei is honestly so trashy but i’m too attached to both to change their names

[paddy]

I HAD SUCH A BAD DAY TODAY AND I WAS SO READY TO GET HOME AND CRY MY EYES OUT BUT THEN I CAME HOME AND REMEMBERED PANIC! WAS DOING STUFF TODAY AND NOW I’M CRYING BUT FOR A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT REASON I LOVE THE NEW SONGS SO MUCH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IM HAVING A BETTER DAY NOW IM SO SHSKSNSKLAJDNS

[vix]

WOW

[paddy]

I KNOW

[paddy]

ugh i just found out there’s a 99.9% chance i won’t be able to make it to the concert ://// ive been waiting for SO long for them to come to toronto again and now i caN’T EVEN GO i hate my life

[paddy]

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— lorelai josephine trueheart
— Angry Girl™
— usually around 13-14, but can range from 12-19
— super stubborn and really hardheaded, it's really difficult to get her to change her mind about anything because she's so sure in what she wants and believes in and is almost oblivious to every other possibility out there, making her a little narrowminded in that way
— she doesn't really trust people well enough to call them friends very often, so when someone bettays her trust, she holds a grudge and she holds it damn well
— she's a second generation immigrant from spain, loves her spanish roots baby
— her parents were both stabbed to death when she was five or six, and she's been living as a street kid ever since, roaming wherever she wants whenever she wants
— will kick your ass from here to timbuktu and will do it while looking Fly As Hell™
— she is gr9 at using a whip and weilding a gun fo not i repeat do n o t get on her bad side
— amazing at hunting down people who piss her off
— jumping rooftops? no big deal
— jumping off of roofs and landing perfectly on two feet? also not a big deal
— as you can tell she's had a lot of practice honing her street skills and she likes to think she's pretty good at running around the city and wreaking havoc from time to time
— she has a pretty short temper and has grown up fending for herself, so she will lash out if provoked and won't hesitate to get aggressive because it's just instinctual for her to try and defend herself in any way possible
— a bit of a lone wolf, incredibly independent and while she doesn't mind human interaction, she prefers to think that she's better off roaming around alone
— key word: thinks. subconsciously, lorelai craves friends who legitimately want to talk to her and maybe share a laugh or just hang out with, like normal kids, instead of her usual interactions with drug addicts and middle aged men who are high off their asses
— speaking of which, when she was around fourteen, lorelai started selling drugs as a way to make money. she's gotten pretty "cozy" (for her own benefits) with the largest crimelord in her city and his men in her neighbourhood, so she hides behind them when she deals so that she doesn't get caught. regardless of her means of making money, she's never actually done drugs once and doesn't plan on it. she's just in the business to make a living, no matter how corrupt the crime industry is
— if someone catcalls her she will break their fucking jaw i'm not even joking
— she's a badass lady who will beat you up if you step out of line okay
— when she was sixteen, she got herself her own place with the thousands she was bringing in from the drug dealings. she quickly became the most popular underground undercover seller in the business, and she uses the alias of kitty and sends some of her little crimelord "friend's" men to do the actual physical things. she also uses a voice masking mechanism when she speaks over the phone because #caution can't have the dear old police meddling
— she only bought a small flat because she's one person, and she buys herself nice things sometimes. she's a great money spender/saver so she isn't worrying about finances too often anymore, and she's moved on from resorting to stealing money like she would before she got into the business
— she also steals cute jewelry from assholish rich people who think they're better than everyone else because they deserve the karma
— don't call her lola or rel or anything like that okay?? she isn't too fond of nicknames. some of her friends call her lilah, but she doesn't hAVE too many of those so hah just don't do it unless ur cool with her
— she may be a successful sixteen year old druglord, but she's still innocent as any other sixteen year old. she wants to go out and experience the world and have fun and live out her teenage rebellion, but she's never had the chance to because she can't leave the drug industry or else she'll lose her money and have to resort back to stealing again, which she isn't opposed to when it comes to illegal strip clubs or corrupt casinos, but other than that? yeah she just feels guilty, so she keeps up the trade despite the fact that she's a sixteen year old girl who wishes she couldjust be doing sixteen year old girl things
— she's been a police informant since her parents died, and she wouldn't have contined with it if not for the fact that she likes maybe two of the officers at the police department and she can get information from them
— pushes all feelings aside and constantly tries to show off her tough exterior to convince everyone that she has no problems with what she's doing
— she's just a girl who had to grow up way too fast and wants to be four years old again
— also it's important to mention that is,,,,SUCH a good dancer
— look at my girl!! she isn't all rough and tumble!! look at her in her goddamn dress she is gorgeous!!!

will edit this soon!! some things may be different now but this is here for storage