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02-04-2018, 10:58 PM
Jamie: no thanks I don't wanna Die lmao
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02-05-2018, 05:21 AM
good plan jamie, good plan
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| [align=center][div style="font-size:14pt; font-family: georgia; color: #29181C;"]i told myself that i wouldn't be scared |
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02-05-2018, 05:22 AM
![[Image: 4ecac282b7d7c892b87d8e70021e401a.gif]](https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/4e/ca/c2/4ecac282b7d7c892b87d8e70021e401a.gif) he hurt [align=center][table]
| [align=center][div style="font-size:14pt; font-family: georgia; color: #29181C;"]i told myself that i wouldn't be scared |
but i'm still having nightmares [color=#29181C]characters | trashcan
02-05-2018, 05:44 AM
so i saw the new maze runner movie and it was beautiful and i cried and just i won't give anything away but like i read the books before and while it's nowhere near as good it was still beautifully directed and the script was amazing and the actors are wonderful
anyways, so after before i took my friend home we went to target (now let me tell you it was 9:30pm) and my mom called and was like "you can't go to target" but my rebel self was like "okay fine" and we went anyways and ran through target to get some stuff and we got weird looks from the employees and just literally this girl is one of my best friends and we always do stupid shit like that it's great. and she's going with me to see charlie puth in the summer i'm so excited [align=center][table]
| [align=center][div style="font-size:14pt; font-family: georgia; color: #29181C;"]i told myself that i wouldn't be scared |
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02-05-2018, 05:23 PM
i've made a mistake, i ate a bunch of chocolate and now my stomach hurts hhhh
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| [align=center][div style="font-size:14pt; font-family: georgia; color: #29181C;"]i told myself that i wouldn't be scared |
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02-05-2018, 08:54 PM
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[div style="width:90px; height:90px; background:url(https://78.media.tumblr.com/c0d75048ef81...qu_500.gif) center; background-size:cover;"] | famous finneus au notes tw mentions of stripping, prostitution, and drugs - a majority of his backstory is the same, he comes from parents stuck in a mountain of debt and in poverty who divorced when he was twelve which caused a custody battle to ensue and his father won but his mother has visitation rights - he was recruited by a man who claimed to be a music producer who said he was gonna make him a star after he heart finn sing at his high school's talent show when he was in tenth grade and of course finn was quick to jump on the opportunity - turned out the man was a pimp and starting pimping finn off to older, wealthy men for sex and entertainment when he was only sixteen years old - this continued for two years, until he was eighteen, and he had made quite the money being a prostitute as well as stripping on the side - got addicted to various types of drugs (supplied, of course, by the pimp to make working easier) when he was working and taking on clients - escaped the lifestyle and went to rehab after the pimp was arrested by the police - once his life was together, wiith the help of a friend, he started posting videos to instagram and youtube of him singing and he has a very tiny following on both - keeps his past hidden from people (except for a few very close friends) because he doesn't want that getting out because he knows how people will respond - his following is only like 250k, he is no one of importance chris disagrees really - well, his life completely changed when his future boyfriend, who is like already famous, found his instagram page and tweeted about him and the rest is history - unlike his canonical personality, famous finn is a very quiet and reserved and nervous person who doesn't really do well under pressure and gets anxious easily - the anxiety developed as a result of the prostitution and the violence from it - probably had an anxiety attack the first time he preformed for a really large audience and ran off and cried because he felt like a failure oops - once you get him talking about something he really likes, he won't stop talking - doesn't like paprazzi and being followed around by a bunch of strangers which was why he was content with his small following because strangers make him nervous - plays piano and writes his own stuff but he doesn't put that out to the world [align=center][table]
| [align=center][div style="font-size:14pt; font-family: georgia; color: #29181C;"]i told myself that i wouldn't be scared |
but i'm still having nightmares [color=#29181C]characters | trashcan
02-05-2018, 09:56 PM
"probably had an anxiety attack the first time he preformed for a really large audience and ran off and cried because he felt like a failure oops"
Cue Chris running after/to him and holding him and calming him down And he lets him chill out and is like "hey, hey, you don't need to perform if you don't want to I can take over for you babe" and he does He calms him down and kisses his head over and over nad wipes his tears and goes out and performs for his place [align=center][div style="background=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; text-align: center; font-size: 7.5pt; color: #383737; line-height: 125%; font-family: times new roman; letter-spacing: 2px;"][ new account: venus. ★
02-05-2018, 10:15 PM
chris is such a good boyfriend
finn just in the green room whatever and he's embarrassed and hugging his knees close to his chest he doesn't understand why it looks like a piece of cake for everyone else and he just felt trapped and like he could feel all the eyes on him and he appreciates chris for being so understanding and just he doesn't say anything and just nods at chris's words and just kinda sits in the room while chris performs cuz he just wants the calm he wanted to preform but he just couldn't [align=center][table]
| [align=center][div style="font-size:14pt; font-family: georgia; color: #29181C;"]i told myself that i wouldn't be scared |
but i'm still having nightmares [color=#29181C]characters | trashcan
02-05-2018, 10:36 PM
the next time finn is scheduled to perform chris is like "do u want me to go on with you?? we can do it together, babe"
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02-05-2018, 10:46 PM
finn just like "no i got this. i can do this. i got this" and then he looks at him with a small little smile "but thank you for the offer"
and if he starts to feel super anxious he just looks at where chris is standing for reassurance c: [align=center][table]
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