hi welcome to chilis & trash heap

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Kian looks like a noodle on franny's Snapchat
Also he had one arm in a sleeve/in the hoodie and his other arm/whatever wasn't
Who
Who does that
Also I can't get krys in jem's hoodie out of my head SHIT

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Why am I awake
Why am I talking to myself
I'm not tired wtf this medicine my dad gave me so I could sleep doesn't wORK IT IS ALMOST MIDNIGHT

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Whaddup I'm jared I'm 19 and I never fuckin learned how to read

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The acoustic version of idfc is my everything and more
Anything that has blackbear just singing along to an acoustic guitar is my everything tbh u g h
I take it back, his voice is my everything

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I TURNED MY HEAD MY FRIEND NEXT TO ME WAS WATCHING A VIDEO ABOUT A ROBOT SOUNDING SIMILAR TO A HUMAN SPEAKING BUT THE ROBOT WAS DEADASS SOME WEIRD ASS MOUTH LIKE A FUCKIN BLOBFISH AND I GOT RLLY WORRIED FOR MY FRIEND I DIDNT KNOW WTF SHE WAS WATCHING

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I finally heckin got around to troye's 'my my my!' and I am living
Those Moves tho

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/claps hand together
change of plans: the first big thing i write is gonna be a sad af pylan thing based around a concept similar to the game "last day of june"
either u can search up what it's about, or just wait till i finish this which will take a while since school sucks

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alsomayormaynotnowbringbackmyold/makeatroyebcofmymymy
imaketoomanycharacterssomeonepleasestopme

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this is it this is pylan tho ry would have probs said 'boyfriend' instead

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I HAVE FOUND A NAME FOR MY SON
AMARYLLIS
WHICH IS A FLOWER
AND MEANS "TO SPARKLE" IN GREEK
IT'S PERFECT IM SO HAPPY