hi welcome to chilis & trash heap

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wAh
Minus the braces now
I have no more braces I get my bottoms off the next time I go to the orthodontist yAAAY


I have a headache and i feel nauseous and it's midnight and idk if I wanna sleep or not
/dies

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Whoops I have Casey angst aka death au which I'm writing tomorrow
Tw: involves suicide

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when all u and ur friend do is watch markiplier and pewdiepie in 6th period

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a concept: chris evans and sebastian stan characters who are married and adopted a kid
(:

also i should bring back my tom holland character i miss my soft son

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i want this schoolyear to be over already
i want school to be over forme anyway i want to graduate

im such an asshole to my friends i dont mean to but the tone in my voice, no matter how much i think about i say i always sound like a prick, and i get so easily annoyed by every little thing and i wish i didnt i wish i was a better person im sorry if ever made anybody feel liek shit or hurt them

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i find it kinda ironic for my english project, we're supposed to do like job research and thene xplain why we'dbe fit for the job, and i chose psychology and yet the skills needed liek communication and strong emotional stability and etc i do not have bc i am fucked up myself
time to bullshit my reasoning and act like everything is A-okay

[sunrise skater kid.]

thats relatable as fuck, down to the psychologist part

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i was gonna
say something
but i forgot
oh well

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y must south park not be on netflix
my brother has some dvds of it
i love how my dad doesnt give a shit about me watching it but my mom's just dfgHJKSd
i remember i was like,, 6 and shit before my brother went to college and at dinner time he'd put south park on and nobody said anything. i didnt understand as much i do now tho oof.

anyway im talking to myslf again lmao

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what's up with me and making characters with fcs of all the boys that will bias wreck me
like
im just gonna fuckin end up bias wrecking myself.
sehun is gonna biAs wreCk
kAi is gonna bIas WRecK

whom the fuck does he think he is