hi welcome to chilis & trash heap

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me: has a blunt reply, will sound apathetic/like an asshole but doesnt mean to it's just my tone
my brain: shut your fuck
me: :/ u right dont wanna come off as even more of an asshole than i already am

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me @ me sTOP BEING SO NEGATIVE ALL THE TIME

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i am tired
and so ill rn i feel like i might throw up any minute save me
and i had ice on my thumb so long nOW IC AN FEEL IT THROBBING
and shark week is soon
school starts again soon
im stressed over my first counselling session thingy like legit anxiety over it
im such an whiny asshole

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here's calypso ig

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arvid [middlename] carlson? arvid [middlename] henriksson?

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i love my son calypso wow

i vote henriksson (:

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cal needs lots of love cuz he now thinks pplonly hang out with him cuz they pity him but they actually no like him and thinks he's too much

now i look for middle name awehhh
& im screaming @ myself bc why is the chair meme that felix's fans came up with so funny iTS JUST HIM LEANINGALL THE WAY BCK IN HIS CHAIR GOING "BUT CAN YOU DO THIS"

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lane will try to reassure him even tho he's hella shy and lowkey thinks the same way rip

smth starting with an h so his initials spell ahh huehue

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person: WE LOVE YOU!!!
cal: bUt Do YoU rEaLlY

bc he'll always be screaming

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i RlLY WANNA BRING BACK KINGSLEY
MYMARKIPLIER CHAR