hi welcome to chilis & trash heap

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I didn't study... again... sigh imma just fail and accept what I get bc whatever. Yeah, my brother is like ahshjs I love him sm and he gives the best hugs and was like "whatever it is you'll get through this Ik you can" and I almost cried harder bc that's all I wanted; to hear someone tell me that out loud and not justnthru the screen. To be huggedand comforted.

A I want rhebweek to be over so so so so bad
Oh yeah and uh my English teacher put a 0 F in for smth I turned in (: and the next time I can tell her is if I tell her by email or the day we take our English midterm. Rip me

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Naefae writing idea/first sentence/whatever  for when I'm not doing school:
  "I'm sorry for the sappy question but, what's your favorite thing about each other?" The interviewer asked the pair.
  Nate, with a smirk on his face, leans back in his seat crossing one leg over the other with his hands folded. "If you must know..."

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Naefae writing idea/first sentence/whatever  for when I'm not doing school:
  "I'm sorry for the sappy question but, what's your favorite thing about each other?" The interviewer asked the pair.
  Nate, with a smirk on his face, leans back in his seat crossing one leg over the other with his hands folded. "If you must know..."

Alternative: Farrah's sick and nate tryna be good boyfriend and take care of him but is panicking lowkey like "FUCKFUCKFUCK AM I DOING GOOD OR MAKING IT WORSE OH NO"

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Fcs I wanna use but am kind of anxious to use and/or don't have ideas for yet but will probs use in the future:
Zayn Malik
Andy Biersack
Thomas Doherty
Khalid
Bill Skarsgard
Billie Eilish

I want to use more poc so if anyone has any suggestions pls shoot them my way cuz I can't think of any.

edit: added like 2more

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Guess who got checked out cuz their brother is awesomeeeee
And he brought our doggo too
I checked out cuz a) hate 6th period. it's programming. b) there's nothing I'm doing that's major; nothing in 6th and reviewing in 7th which i can do myself and c) my intentionally, bought-ripped jeans actually ripped and on both sides of my inner thighs and I couldn't Handle wearing them any longer


So now I can write!! Make new characters!! The best thing for me rn honestly

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Name ideas for this awful but cute driver

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my son

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do u know those people who are like hella intelligent and could Do Anything if they tried but theyre oblivious a lot of the time and also unmotivated a shit ton
yeah
me but also that'll be him.

myson
i hate that it sounds legit if u say it like together like that instead of as a sentence like "my son"

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when u lowkey wanna make a char or smth based/inspired by copycat by billie eilish

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lowkey was gonna go "what if his initials spelled son"
but i wont
uhhhhhhhhh
help i dont have ideas but im too nervous to ask in the character creation thread cuz ive asked sm