I'm about the fucking lose it
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I want to check out I want to go home and just Not but my mom will get pissed and be like anxiety isn't a good enough reason and make me stay and I'll have to beg and plead the teacher to let me take it tomrorow.
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Yup I texted her and she just went "calm down you'll be fine just do your best" but I can't my best isn't good enough im going to fail I'm gonna cry I hate this I hate this I hate this
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"If you don't study that's what happens" she's right tho it's my fault I didn't fucking study I'm a fucking idiot it's my fault I'm gonna fail and not pass I'm gonna fail all my exams I'm gonna fail the certification.
Someone is whistling and I'm being pushed to the edge and about to cry I want people to SHUT. UP.
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"U missed Friday u have to stay in school" she sends, as I'm literally about to breakdown
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Im so fuckig glad school matters more to my mother than my mental health
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she can fuck off i’ve missed almost a whole week of school and i’m still fine so
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That’s so frustrating I’m so sorry ): I wish I could help you in so way it sucks to see you all struggling so much
[align=center][font=arial][I]so, i heard the world doesn't revolve around me /:
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when i got to class i got headphones and played music and fell asleep i didn't take it
now i'm at my mom's work about to cry because she fucking makes me miserable just with her presence. who knew my own mother would be the root of all my fucking issues. i want to go home and cry so bad, i fucking hate this certification and we started our english exam aka a fucking essay and the articles make 0 sense i'm fuckig done i'm done i'm bullshitting this fucking thing completely i don't care and my fuckig biology teacher quit i've had 4 fucking biology teachers now this year and it isn't even the end of the first semester. we've learned jackshit. thank god they're making our class only have 42 questions instead of 65.
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Can I fucking disappear
Sm has gone wrong
I don't know if I can take it
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