I have a good amount of muse for all but I can list them for most to least:
autumn
jazz
tau
margaret
I like paisley!
[align=center][font=arial][I]so, i heard the world doesn't revolve around me /:
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YES OF COURSE! Do you mind her being a banshee? It’s not her very big pinpoint plot just kind of a side plot or if not I could discard of it for them but yes, definitely an ANGSTY side plot works for where we actually has feelings for her but she’s constantly pushing him away because she’s not sure what she wants or she does but doesn’t accept it about herself
THE FUCKING CHOKER AND HIS FACE
[align=center][font=arial][I]so, i heard the world doesn't revolve around me /:
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LEVI: LEAVE PRESTON ALONE
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no i don't mind at all it's all good. like preston he's got all these feelings of like self-hate and then there's autumn and he has like these feelings but doesn't quite understand it but all he knows is that they are there and he is like pinning his hopes on like maybe he can be happy with her but she's like messing with his feelings and it's making it worse
PRESTON HAS SO MUCH ANGST
[s]paisley needs to find himself a boyfriend who would've gotten him that
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Honestly! I feel so bad giving this to him. I feel like Autumn has a equally good amount of self hatred towards herself but doesn’t have depression ya feel? She has just a lot of,,, anger. And I feel like they’re toxic for each other but she’s constantly holding onto him for the simple fact that shes afraid and he’s vulnerable so he’s easier to control. Though she has no idea that that’s whY she sticks to him. She thinks she must have some kind of feelings for him
[align=center][font=arial][I]so, i heard the world doesn't revolve around me /:
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LEVI WONT ALLOW IT
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no no it's okay. preston has like some good in his life, he has levi. but yes they are very very toxic for each other and both are a mix of self hatred for themselves and it isn' mixing well and feelings arre jumbled and preston doesn't quite realize he may be being strung along or just pulled along because everything is so confusing. and yeah he is really easy to manipulate because of his depression and he is kinda putting his hope on autumn like maybe she'll be the one to make him happy
TOO BAD LEVI IT'S HAPpENING
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Levi, clinging to Preston and wheeze: DONT TOUCH HIM
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Yes! There’s times where they’re good. And it’s for like a time where they go to see a movie and they’re not yelling at each other and she’s leaning into him and there’s this moment of euphoria. Then there’s another time where she’s barely wanting to hold his hand and she’s standing near him but not talking to him. There’s times where she ignores his texts and phone calls and there’s times where she comes to his house in tears. But one thing is for sure is that she’s there when he needs her, overall. When he’s broken down. Because she has an unconscious guilt that she’s using him without accepting it so she feels like she needs to be.
LEVI AND AUTUMN DEFINITELY WONT GET ALONG
[align=center][font=arial][I]so, i heard the world doesn't revolve around me /:
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