hi welcome to chilis & trash heap

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things helping me rn: seeing smol baby kian and how adorable he was and still is, knj being gr8 and funny and i love them sm, ethan and grayson, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand all of you guys

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their laughs are everything
and when they laugh so hard they wheeze
when kian is hopping around like a giggly laughing adorable mess
when jc laughs so loud and he covers his face
but why he cover his face i love his smile

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why am i crying aagin i have nor eason to i dont wan to cry i want to stop but i cnt

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im just going to watch jarchie videos and riverdale stuff,,,

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me: nice pure jarchie videos
me: watches this and this shit
why are there two of them with the same song dang

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YpuCSSDIOfc
!!!!! but this tho !!!

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i dont think ill sleep tonight. i dont want to sleep. i want to write. might write smth based off this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntO0fZG8dVw
im s Or Ry i jUSt love this and the song very much leave me be or emuel or just smth idk


and ive been contemplating changing my screenname to juggie or jugmas lmao
but probs not idk i sound cringy

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BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP I GOTTA TELL U

DO I T
WRIT E TH A T

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imma do it !!! but instead of it being like casey @ aj(like how the video was jughead @ archie) it'll be switched cuz like
it Fits okay,,, uuuuuuuuuuuuuh hmmmm shit im trying to figure out,,, how it'd start, what's the plot, how Gay to make it

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casey shortly after: end me !!