It's so fucking funny how my mom genuinely cares more about my grades than my physical and mental health
Oh wait
My mental health doesn't matter does it to her
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Anxiety by blackbear? good ass shit
My favorite song on his new album. Ironic. Since I fucking hate anxiety-anxiety
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Honestly if my dad could score two tickets for us to the Lana Del Rey concert I'd love him sm bc 1) father daughter bonding and also 2) I don't have to worry about my mom ruining the experience (:
Anyway
Im so fuckin pissed I'm gonna bullshit this three paragraph essay I have to write for English bc I don't fucking understand it and don't care and then I have to do algebra and all I want to do is to lay down and sleep and/or cry bc my uterus wants me dead
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Hogwarts au:
Easton: ravenclaw & prefect & father is a professor, mother is a librarian/whatever & pureblood
Casey: slytherin & can't completely control his magic, his anger issues/emotions get the better of him & has good grades despite skipping classes quite a bit & biological father was a wizard, mother was a muggle and went on to marry another muggle
Devin: gryffindor & father is in the ministry of magic, mother makes robes & pureblooded
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[spoiler=rant]My mom is going to make me reach my breaking point. She's going to say something,,, do something so fucking idiotic and be overdramatic as hell and blame me for smth I didn't even fucking do or put words in my fuckig mouth and I'm just going to break and I'm going to scream at her and probably fuckin throw smth. My dad goes "smth's wrong. tell us and we can try to fix it" and I'm like "HAHA YOU CANT FIX HER?? YOU CANT FIX MY DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY WHICH I MAY NOT EVEN HAVE BUT WE'LL NEVER KNOW CUZ YALL THINK MY MENTAL HEALTH IS OKAY YOU THINK IM COMPLETELY FINE SO YOU DONT TAKE ME TO SEE SOMEONE WHICH MAKES IT WORSE-" I'm done I can't even go on I'm done ranting i don't want to start crying in front of my mom[/spoiler]
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praise the fucking lord Kian and jc uploaded a video yesterday and there matching without even realizing it and look so cute and make me feel less like shit
also gotta watch the Dolan twins' video
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note: bring back nathaniel/revamp his thingy
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[i]sobs look how tiny and adorable
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How do I have enough focus to sing every song that's on my personal playlist on Spotify and write an essay / text at the same time
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