me too fam but i just fluff and i couldn't help it i didn't want to forget the ideas. my personal fav is the thing of benji in the hospital, dazed and weak and the first thing he says in a jumbled mess of words and incoherent sentences is that he wants aj to see aj and like cuddles and yeah
tbh they r probs v cuddly
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added some more cute things c':
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[justify]okay but why can i see their relationship progressing a bit like evak? like for a while when it was on the DL benji was like isak where he was v passive when it came to aj kissing him because he was still v nervous and scared but as time went by he became more confident in the relationship and therefore more confident with affection and wasn't passive about it and would actually kiss him without aj have to initiate it because benji has become more sure of himself and his feelings like isak had by the end of season three of skam
EDIT: this is also kind of similar to camber with blake but less too the extent of benji with aj where like some times camber was more passive but he also like initiated a lot of affection at the same time like it was a bit of both
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after makin this doc for cute benjalani stuff i want to do so for all my other ships
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why do i like the idea of before benji was outed, he would like go to some place out of the town and meet up with some random dude who was probs in or out of college and like have kind of fuckbuddy situation and like it maybe almost turned into smth but didn't because benji likes aj and he was outed so he ghosted the dude
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but then turning it into angst where that guy gets hella upset and like tracks benji down and like beats him up idk cuz he's upset about benji just ghosting
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marsy hitting me in the feels with this aj angst; time to bury myself in more benjalani fluff ideas
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keeps adding fluff to the document to drown out the aj sadness because i'm sad over this
but also this sad led to benji giving aj his jacket for warmth the first time since the met/started dating so like little bits of goodness
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my fluff has devolved into angst rip the fluff doc oops
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