hi welcome to chilis & trash heap

[shizuknya]

Is it bad of me to stalk my mom's email without her knowing just to see what it is she's ordered me for Christmas?
....
so far I've found out she ordered me knj's "don't try this at home" shirt and Shane Dawson's 1% battery life mood shirt and that Harry styles tattoo sweater/long sleeve
I don't regret what I've done don't judge me don't look at me like that [i][b]you would have too

[vix]

I demand Reese be friends with Iriel

[marsy]

drunk fetus naefae, Iconic

i'm just really tired all the time and only have enough motivation to plot and sometimes not even that i'm sorry (': i don't know how to express my feelings when it comes to ships other than incomprehensible screeching

and i DEMAND he be jean's Child

[inny]

"when i love, i love with every fiber of my being"
smth i read a while back. i think it went like that. it make me squeal.

more casey angst what if cole(biological father) came back
what if he,,, manipulated, ig u could say, casey into going to live with him
telling him lies that old casey wouldve never believed but the new, lonely casey would
so he does and he doesnt tell aubrey or aj. maybe theres a note left in the theater in case they ever got rlly worried and went to find him
but when they get to his dad's it's trashy and gross and shitty and for a few days it seemed like he might have a real father figure but nope all that changed when shit went down and it lasted a few weeks before he ran away back to aj and aubrey and that town and he cant text them cuz his dad smashed his phone in a fit of drunken rage and so he's at a phone booth sobbing, shaking, asking for aubrey to get aj and come find him and his voice is panicked and he feels the sinking fear his dad will come right back after him but he's so tired fromcrying and running he just sits on the ground and pulls his knees to his chest and sits sobbing in the phone booth. he's got bruises forming on his wrists from when his dad grabbed at him to try and keep him from running out and he's got a cut on his cheek and back from when he fuckin got mugged like whatre the chances they stole his like 10$ rip. they find him at the phone booth and open the door and pull him up and into a tight group hug and casey lets it all out and bye

WHAT THE HECC THIS IS SO SAD FJNGINFV DONT PUT THE CHILDREN THROUGH THIS

[shizuknya]

And how Farrah fuckin just picked nate up like nothing

Oh no it's fine don't be sorry!! Bc I get it tbh. Reason 10000 I'm a giant hypocrite lmao

@ vix HELL YES give give give give I have Reese muse. Might actually scrap the original hc thing and redo it bc I might have some new ideas that ornjur add onto it and delete the stuff I don't rlly like anymore

@ marsy reese is officially jane's child


HAHAHAHAHAAH YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HALF THE SHIT I DO TO MY CHATACTERS ITS BA  D
Ish
I mean I hate my ideas but people seem to love them and think they're sad as shit so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[vix]

OKAY SOUNDS GOOD TO ME. Have you seen Iriel’s thing? I can link you if you haven’t. I’m still adding to it and such

[shizuknya]

My dads giving me a speech about how I'm one of the smartest kids in my school and how I'm rlly intelligent and have an ear for music and I'm like "lmao tf"

Ah no I have not but seNd

[shizuknya]

"Do you realize you're the future salutatorian or valedictorian of your school?"
Me: lol u thought

[shizuknya]

Now he's giving me a speech about my mom's and i's relationship and I'm just "stop. don't give me this speech again."

[shizuknya]

@ marsy should I try a small oneshot or smth about the Casey Idea and how he just is slowly losing himself over smth so stupid hehe