hi welcome to chilis & trash heap

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casey Angst
[spoiler=tw ;; abuse-ish yeah]"casey comes to school and he's got like full hoodie on, not just like a shirt and zip up jacket, and he thinks he's hiding the hickey marks good enough until some douche grbs his hood and jerlks him abcka nd points it out and his jaw tightens and he's getting teased and he turns socks him in the nose. that's the first time it's ntocied. overtime he's hding more of his skin to try and hide the hickies. some douuuuuuche is using hiiiiiiiiim and desotryinh hiiiiim and he's lost his fiiiiiight aaaaaaaaaaaand he let's it happen. he doesnt tell aj bout ti tho he's just "im just rlly fridgin cold, dude. the school is like a freezer"if that makes sense it mkaes better snese in my head"

"casey doesnt say anything to anyone. he keeps it quiet. but one time aj goes to the diner to see that casey is there but there's also another guy and he keeps leanign across the table and tryin to get a kiss or do smth and he moves to sit next to casey(whose back is to aj) and trying to get all on him and casey is tense and like pressed against the window and drinking his milkshake and the guy gets pissed and grabs the milkshake from him and dumps it on the ground and casey doesnt say anything he Gives In and just lets it happen"[/spoiler]

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My love
He do French
Dawww Nate tryna learn French huehue adorableness ensues as he gets rlly giddy and excited when he pronounces stuff right
Even when he becomes fluid after learning it for so long he gets rlly giddy

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Do you know how hard it was for Casey to do this
To say he was scared and to accept the feelinghe felt was fear
This guy that's been doing this to him,,, it puts Casey on edge and tense and uneasy
He can't go to anyone
Bc he's scared
He eventually breaks and tells Aj. When he does he isn't crying, he just has a blank expression on his face but there's a mix of fear/sadness and tiredness in his eyes and afterwards he just lays his head down in his arms and sits there in silence and doesn't say anything he's just quiet



Anywhoooooooooo

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When u step into the mindset of your character and get emotional bc u realize just how much they love their s/o and friends
Cough Jane Lisper cough Naefae cough lasey cough all of the characters


ALSO IM CRYING MY POOR BABY JUGGIE NOOOOOO

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Finishing season 1 rn was a great idea
Bc now it's almost 2:30 AM and I'm stressed the fuck out

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Damn
Thought Archie was bout to say smth gay
Disappointment


Anyway gonna write like a small paragraph about casey

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When believer plays at the end of the last episode
Lord they did good with the music

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He can never be loved the way two people love each other. He's too hard, too cold for that. He wouldn't let anybody get close enough. There's the uneasiness of just giving your heart to someone, putting your trust in them that they won't break it, like that. It's dangerous. Nobody would be able to love someone like him because Casey Leventis isn't made to love that way. He's bruised and bloody knuckles and the pounding winds of a storm, merciless and could be potentially harmful. No, Casey was undeserving of such a thing. He was destined to be alone, it was his path in life. Nobody will ever love Casey the way he wants, no matter how much he tells himself he doesn't need such a "useless emotion".

Because he's scared of what would happen to him if the person he trusted with his heart snaps it in half.

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I'm srillnpisseed the fuck off
GoDAMMIT WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT RIVERDALE
AND I CANT EVEN WATCH SEASON 2
FUCKING FUCK

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hehe season 2 is fun