I WAS HER WITNESS / dump

[marsy]

wraps you up in fuzzy blanket and cradles you

[phantomatics]

love u vix

[paddy]

wraps you up in fuzzy blanket and cradles you

[vix]

[spoiler=rant] I wonder why if I continue to suck at everything I do why I continue to be there. honestly, i feel like i can't really do nothing right, not even with my passions, i feel like i'm just a waste of energy on this site, here for nothing really, and i can feel my writing getting increasingly worse by the minute, almost as if i'm losing my ability to do so. i want to write, but don't have muse and my writing just sucks. i can't do my work like i should be doing and my teacher hates me for whatever reason. i'm social, but i feel uncomfortable around groups of crowds outside of school because there's too much going on and my mom doesn't want to plan any trips because she doesn't trust that i'm going to get all my work done, and all my friends are ignoring me. sometimes i wonder if people are just being my friend because they pity me. i hope that's not true, because if they just wouldn't, then the weight of worrying about them when i'm suicidal would be lifted from my shoulders. but would i be able to handle the truth??

[paddy]

no no vix none of that is true. you're a wonderful person and one of the best people i know, you're honestly one of the reasons i'm still here where i am. you're not useless, you're such an amazing person, and i feel horrible knowing that you feel that way. you're amazing and people love you, okay? you have your reasons to feel the way you do and you should never feel like they're not valid. i love you ):

[vix]

maverick is gonna be so badass with bow and arrow fuCk mE uP

[marsy]

vixmom i love you so much ok?? you're an outstanding person and i'm so glad to have you as a friend <3

mavericK *heavy breathing*

[vix]

what i'm trying to figure out: should maverick still be apart of the "experiment" he's in and should be like,,, a secret vigilant doing "particularly bad things" when i say this, i mean like doing hits and stuff or should they have dumped his ass and he ended up with a particularly "good" alliance or should he be on both sides. like; he's still being brainwashed by this company, but he also lowkey helping people out.

[finny.]

I say both sides!

[marsy]

I say both sides!