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[Vampiregummy]

DOUBLE POSTING I KNOW story of my life because I have too much to say

BUT LISTEN TO THIS INAPPROPRIATE HEADCANON FOR RUBEN:
The reason he can't have kids isn't because he won't do the do, or the fact that he doesn't really like kids
its because he freaken can't get through the whole thing because he stops periodically to take notes on his experience

I'm really immature, and easily amused, but this made me laugh so cx

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 8pt; line-height: 1.3; color: #404040;"]i have literally been beating myself up for this for three weeks, now. i literally want to just disappear until it blows over. like i don't even care rn if i get an f on it, because no matter how many times someone says that they have us do speeches in high school to help us "get ready for the future, it helps with anxiety in the future" or some crap like that, it ?? doesn't help?? at all?? ? ?? like i've done a few speeches, and i've only gotten more anxious about doing speeches. "well it takes a while" haha, okay. whatever you say. i am freaking out, because both of the presentations are tomorrow, and i literally haven't even started the commercial board, and have two lousy paragraphs of a speech that's supposed to be three minutes long, minimum. (: i wish i could talk to my mom, but she'd freak the hell out, and my counselor would just say some crap that'd help me absolutely none. my dad ,,, is a no-go, always, for these kinds of things. ugh. i'm sorry i'm just throwing this all on you, but thank you for all your support. it means a lot to me <3

ahh, i'm glad you worked up the courage to go post there!! now you can join in on all the fun rpa threads!! and we can plot a lot together huehuehue

lmao that headcanon for ruben tho,,, that's just,,, (': (':

[Vampiregummy]

Ahhh, all the hugs for my precious marsy
I'm really glad you sent that email to your teacher, though, because it's going to help, and I know that's not easy to write out & send. But, yeah, I agree with you completely on the whole speech thing, because that's absolute bullcrap, and you shouldn't have to go through this. Anxiety is absolutely terrible, and it just feeds other bad emotions, and the whole shebang. Just try to breathe, and know that we all care about you. I'm ligit sending 5 million virtual hugs & cookies right now. I mean, I love you, man. I wish I could help more. I really do. && Don't worry about venting a bit, because I don't mind at all. I know you would do the same for me, so <3

I suggest markimoo videos, even if you're not sure anything will help right now.

All the plotting, yes cx

[Vampiregummy]

Omg, this makes me laugh, so I'm going to tell you-
My mom is currently pacing around because there's this giraffe that's going to give birth on this live camera, and she wants to see it for some reason, so she's putting off taking a shower

I'm not sure I understand- She's so excited for this lmao

edit: I just found out that she's been watching for like two days oml

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 8pt; line-height: 1.3; color: #404040;"]fuck, it's such a pathetic email, but it got my point across so it's good enough right now. i couldn't bother to do anything better and concise it, so *shrug* thank you so much for all of your support, seriously; you are legit one of the brightest lights of my life. thank you for listening to my rants and giving me so much support and just,, being there for me. && you're damn right i would do the same for you <33 <33 i'm freaking out though because she's most likely going to talk to me irl, face to face, and i'm just going to sob and it's going to be so fucking embarrassing.

i will watch some markimoo videos when i can
and some ohmwrecker videos, because he is so #pure and his voice is really soothing to me lmao (':

omG my mom was just talking about that the other day (she thinks it's an absolute miracle, but she thinks the commotion is just ridiculous lmao) (': that's honestly amazing though; hilarious and precious (': (':

[Vampiregummy]

I don't think its a pathetic email, man. Besides, you sent it, it gets your point across, and that's what matters. That crap isn't easy when you're having a hard time. Omg, you don't even need to thank me thoughhh. You're so sweet, its like the least I can do, and I'm terrible with giving advice and comforting people and crap. She's probably only going to want to talk to you because she wants to help you, and besides, one day at a time, right? I love you so much, you are so amazing, and you need to know this. Thank you for being my friend, seriously <3

ohmwrecker is great, yes c: (Apparently my sister has been watching this random Swedish man talk about furniture in order to get to sleep lmao?? Its hilarious, because she couldn't give two flying bacon strips about furniture- She just likes his voice.)

Yeah, haha, I love my mom so much ^^

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 8pt; line-height: 1.3; color: #404040;"]ugh, i hope you're right, about everything. i really don't need anymore shit to worry about. i already have to worry about a damn presentation (technically two, again) in health class, a speech in regular english, and a presentation in world history too so (': i hate school. i love learning, don't get me wrong, but at my own pace, y'know? like, i understand i gotta be ready for when unexpected shit gets thrown at me or whatever, but i am in eight damn classes (not all in each day: we have a days and b days; divided up) and they each have piles of work. in the future, i know damn well i'm not going to do a shitload of work from eight different subjects/whatever. anyway, thank you so much; that means,,, a lot to me and my self-conscious ass. you are so fucking amazing—if it was possible, too amazing—and i love you so damn much. thank you for being here for me, and i am so happy to have you as a friend. <3

ok but i am freaking out rn because i know 0 other people besides myself that even know who ohmwrecker is,,, do you happen to know who h2o delirious, smitty, the gaming terroriser, and/or basicallyidowrk are?? i'mma nerd oops (oh my god, i'm cryINg that is so gr8 b y e)

she sounds hella cool
my mom is pretty gr8 too
she cares too much
she can be mean, but it's because she cares so much y'know? and she's put under so much stress, being a social worker, and then that on top of bills, wanting to be with her own kids, financial status, etc. :/
my dad is pretty gr8 too. he works so hard, and he wants so badly to basically spoil me and my siblings and spend more time with us. he can be a huge bigot, but he's not a bad person, and he just doesn't really understand somethings like he says he does.

[Vampiregummy]

oops I should probably reply in full to this,,,
but ana & dee thread, man, ana & dee