she was supportive!
on another note: i literally hung out with my crush for almost 4 hours (in a group but still) and we went to the talent show and chilled at mcdonald's and i just got home and wow today has been a really good day hahaha
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anyways, today has been the first really good day in a while and i'm in a good mood but ives been up for almost eighteen hours and i need to get some sleep so goodnight all and i hope you have good dreams and pleasant days tomorrow c:
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my anxiety was really bad last night and i only slept three hours and just it was bad this morning. i dont know why, maybe it's cuz i'm supposed to get my period soon or whatever. just i needed to get good sleep and i didn't and i wish my sleep schedule wasn't so fucked.
anyways, i'm sorry i've been spotty lately i've been going through some big highs and lows recently and i just idk
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twistie take however much time you need <3
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— sometimes i feel cold, even paralyzed
my interior world needs to sanitize
i just used to be a lot more active and idk what's up with me recently. like i can't really explain it and it's weird idk. like i want to be active cuz i love talking with all of you and plotting and i love my characters sm and i have muse and shit just this makes zero sense ugh
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(11-11-2017, 02:44 AM)paddy link Wrote: twistie take however much time you need <3
(11-11-2017, 02:44 AM)paddy link Wrote: twistie take however much time you need <3
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i just feel bad because i love talking to you guys
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twistie, you are so amazing and beautiful and ilysm. if you need to take a break, do it. sometimes it's what you need, even if you want to chat with us, plot with us, have muse, etc - because sometimes your motivation isn't the same, and sometimes you just need to rest, and that's okay. you deserve it. anxiety's a bitch and sometimes you just need a break. it's okay - don't feel bad. we love talking to you, too, and we'll be right here when you come back. <3
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