fishy kisses ∞ dump

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HOOOOOOOOOOOOE

zeke just wanitng things to be alright again and he's so fucking aorry and he regrets it and he lvoes alfie sm

[i]listen i didnt know

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THERE IS AT LEAST MORE ALFIE ANGST LIKE WHO DID HE LOSE? WHO IS HE YELLING AT?

maybe it was around the time when alfie had been like tortured by that hunter and he's dealing with the trauma and zeke is trying to help him but alfie starts lashigg out cuz he has all these feelings of self-hatred and he doesn't know how to handle it and he's lashing out at everyone, not just zeke, but ya know yeah



alfie's anger issues only get worse when he drinks and look how easily he broke the glass like wow he probs did that to inflict pain from glass shards to distract himself from his anger

[twistiethebear]

look how fancy he is

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STTTTTOOOP

Zeke is just staring at him wide eyed and stumbling over his words for a while he's trying to figure out hisw ords and he just went "alfie! I'm trying to help you!" but you can see the exact moment where he regrets raising his voice ever so much like that. the regret of saying that. It's like his heart just shattered.

Zeke gets lowkey scared when alfie drinks

Hayden: wow lemme smash

[twistiethebear]

[b]NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR

just all the stress and anxiety and being on edge 24/7 has caught up to alfie and he already has anger issues so this only exacerbated them. like it probs started with a v stressed and frustrated alfie being like "leave me alone" and only escalated from there. and when zeke raises his voice alfie's anger (which was never caused by zeke) turns to fear but probs results in alfie responding with more yelling to cover up the feat

it isn't that he gets angry when he drinks just if smth were to happen that upsets him that's when it gets bad. he doesn't drink that much tho

declyn: imma pass dude c:

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HHHahshdhdhGAGSGGD

zeke didn't rlly raise it that much but it still had that.. stern, firm kind of like angry tone. He's trying to keep from crying and he's shaking and clenching his fists and he legitbjust gives up so fast. he knows he can't win. He just looks at alfie for a while after the yelling has calmed down and runs out of there. And then he starts blaming himself somehow.

well
Zeke is cautious anyway when he's drinking. But zeke love alfie still

Hayden: ): aw man

[twistiethebear]

alfie angst is wonderful so is zelfie angst

okay just alfie doesn't like fighting with those he cares about, it is his least favorite thing and he feels bad because he caused their fight and he doesn't know how to fix it because he knows he fucked up and that zeke wasn't doing anything wrong and just wanted to help. alfie doesn't know what to do but he'll only hate himself more after finding out zeke blames himself

i like how i said way back when i first made alfie that he'd never yell at zeke. now look where we are

declyn: i still love you tho

[twistiethebear]

alfie would never yell at zeke but he will never hesitate to yell at stace

i found the quote hhahahha

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Heck u

Zeke after a few days to cool down coming back still shaking a tiny bit cuz he feels like alfie doesn't want to see him. But he immediately starts apologizing for raising his voice and how he doesn't ever wanna do it again and he loves alfie sm he couldn't stand it if he was angry at him.

You jinxed yourself

Hayden: i love you, too :T

[twistiethebear]

BEAUTIFULLY TRAGIC ZELFIE SOUNDS GOOD

zelfie fight more like alfie blaming himself and idk what they fight about maybe just the stress of everything in both of their lives

yes i know
i've seen that episode
don't worry