She was healthy in build, but Mercy felt so small – although her height had always been unimpressive, she wasn't used to feeling as flimsy a house of cards, easily toppled over with a single tap. Her frame, once sinewy, was ever delicate. She lacked the muscle she'd built up during her time in HawkClan. Most uncanny was her scars – they were missing. She stared down at the surface of the lake through intent hazel eyes, studying her untainted reflection with... dismay? The molly furrowed her brow, swiped her tongue over her teeth – no gaps. It was as though someone had turned back time, had reversed all of her lasting injuries.
- do i want to reverse her appearance like this? keep the muscle, leave the scars behind? idk
- would definitely reinforce for her that this is a completely separate plane, that she isn't going back home
- focus on the dismay – she wants to build up her muscle again, wants to gain new scars. this surprises her greatly – why would she want to be a warrior, to fight hard enough to injure herself permanently, when all she's ever wanted is peace? littlestar's influenced her, so has her time as hawkclan's warchief. she doesn't want to be weak again, to let herself be hurt so easily. if she's going to be hurt, she wants agency. she wants to own that hurt, to make it hers and gain something from it. she wants to make littlestar proud, to ease her conscience after their recent tense relationship, and to make it up to her for getting herself killed during littlestar's time of need
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as part of bearbones, you have been vored
notes: maybe she adopts an alias, a traditional targaryen name, since she's in a new place and has always wanted to be of pure blood?
the shame she feels at her heritage is her fatal flaw. it's the source of her dishonorable actions (ie, lying about her heritage, etc)
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[spoiler=information Ã updated 12/4/17] [ general ] lyrics
» rhaella targaryen | cis female | she/her pronouns
» 16 months | ages realistically on the 8th of each month
» bisexual | single | no crush | not looking for a relationship
» thunderclan | warrior | no titles | no apprentice
[ physical ] lyrics
» serval [main/birth] | health: 100%
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» mbti | archetype
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[ interaction ] lyrics
» difficult physically and mentally | fights with honor | will not kill
» attack in bold underline | can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
[ notes ] lyrics
» npc x npc | adopted by elysaerys targaryen
» ashamed of her impure blood and keeps it a secret
» doesn't fully understand the concept of love, sees marriage as business and nothing more
as part of bearbones, you have been vored
[align=center][div style="background-color:;border:;width:470px;overflow  tretch;font-size:11px;text-align:justify;line-height:100%;"]jfc i cant believe shes almost 2 years old,, shes still a baby to me
[spoiler=information Ã updated 10/10/17] [ general ] lyrics
» céline wolfgang | cis female | she/her pronouns
» 16 months | ages realistically on the 28th of each month
» bisexual | single | no crush | not looking for a relationship
» ?? | warrior | no titles | no apprentice
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» kitsune [main/birth] | health: 100%
— a dainty, pale white kitsune with a blueish tint. she has darker grey points, three tails, and vivid blue eyes. she has scars on her wrists and ankles where they were pierced through with daggers, two long scars running down her back, and a thick scar on her right cheek.
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» philomathic | protective | loyal | analytical | devoted | driven | decisive | willful
» methodical | private | candid | emotional | jumpy | aloof | rigid | direct | tidy
» obsessive | nosy | tactless | possessive | closed off | mistrustful | snappy
» istj | the logistician
— she was once terribly ambitious and hungry for power, although céline has long since lost this lust. instead, she focuses all of her energy merely on survival.
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» mediocre physically | medium mentally | rarely engages unless provoked
» attack in bold underline | can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
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» seraphina x lunae | last remaining child
» has a fixation with shiny things
» made anxious by enclosed spaces
» speaks english and french
» has a stealing problem
» bad at solving problems peacefully
» loves to write and has two journals; one that serves as a diary and one for creative writing. she's extremely protective over both of them and never lets anyone near them.
10-15-2017, 07:07 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-19-2017, 02:44 PM by mercy,.)
potential future tropes: good is not soft, killer rabbit, well-intentioned extremist, martial pacifist, beware the nice ones, love makes you evil
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as part of bearbones, you have been vored
stage one
quiet, unsure, lost, uncomfortable, wary. nightmares of sango, of being attacked. it's all a sick joke, a game. she's being toyed with, lured into a false sense of security. is she safe? is it all a lie? it feels so strange to be back in shadowclan. she's lost her hawkclan scent. it's like she never lived there. she's no longer an enemy of shadowclan. she feels guilty, for leaving littlestar, for failing to reconcile with her. her best friend, gone. inu no longer has a mother. sekhmet no longer has a cousin. she betrayed them all. there's no going back. it's terrifying. but she also wants to stay with shadowclan; it's comforting, even if it is scary. she's home, finally. will she ever be happy, though? she feels empty. shadowclan feels empty. twinskeletons, sans, candy, even gardenpaw. they're all gone. would they all hate her if they weren't?. it's not the same. nothing will ever be the same.
stage two
coming to terms. she isn't going back to hawkclan. no one is coming back. she has frisk, but that's it. they can build a new home together. perhaps everything will be alright. she doesn't have to fear sango, or shadowclan, or bloodclan. there is no war, no famine. she is safe. she is comfortable. things are different, but they're calm. things are looking up once more. will she lose it all again? she is confident that she won't. everything will be alright.
stage three
victory. confidence. everything is alright. better than alright, actually. she's happy, she's put the past behind her. she has nothing to fear. she's established herself here, it is no longer an unfamiliar, alien world. it's her world. she is in control. no longer does she focus on her flaws; she's overcome that self-doubt. she's tired of hating herself. she's tired of the guilt, the regret, the longing. self-indulgent. she deserves it, deserves to feel good; she's suffered so much. no longer will she suffer. she won't allow it.
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as part of bearbones, you have been vored
lionpaw, serpentpaw, ravenpaw, badgerpaw
i just rlly like the concept of having characters based on the hp houses?? that would be so cute. like idrc about the hp series but i love the houses/their personalities in the same way that i love astrology
maybe find ppl to do this with one day & they could all be siblings and get up to some funny antics
idk which one i’d wanna play bc they’d all be so much fun?? probs gryffindor or slytherin
[align=center]heavenly ・゚✧
aksldld okay but hhh, i want ravenclaw ? ??
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bABE can I show you some stuff
also Sel is Slytherin and she's so fun I love playing Slytherins oops
[align=center] I wanna be your happiness I wanna be your common sense pain Wrap your head in a [glow=#684460,2,300]picket fence[/glow] Rebuild after the hurricane [abbr=this user is trailhead's miss american pye — aporia has tip toed in here, peed on all your things, and then deathdropped through the floor into hell — you've been poked by fangs — crows cleaned up apoira's pee and threw chocolate at you — joey baked you yummy cookies — firebird is definitely building a nest here — you have been bitten by a wild eskie (but w love though) — skullcrow has built u a pillow fort — vid sat on your head for about ten seconds before flying away — rev loves you — hoot hoot — you are my wife / you're my wife / boogie woogie woogie — hoot tried making a nest but got burnt zoinks — darwin gave you a kees — joey loves you <3]![/abbr] —
yES pure join me
i want gryffindor i dont think ive ever rlly played a character like that??
show me all the stuff bby
ikk i love playing slytherins omg jupiterpaw & katniss are slytherins
[align=center]heavenly ・゚✧
ok but
Ravenclaw Slytherin Gryffindor Hufflepuff
I also have a. big messy Slytherin aesthetic for Sel somewhere
[align=center] I wanna be your happiness I wanna be your common sense pain Wrap your head in a [glow=#684460,2,300]picket fence[/glow] Rebuild after the hurricane [abbr=this user is trailhead's miss american pye — aporia has tip toed in here, peed on all your things, and then deathdropped through the floor into hell — you've been poked by fangs — crows cleaned up apoira's pee and threw chocolate at you — joey baked you yummy cookies — firebird is definitely building a nest here — you have been bitten by a wild eskie (but w love though) — skullcrow has built u a pillow fort — vid sat on your head for about ten seconds before flying away — rev loves you — hoot hoot — you are my wife / you're my wife / boogie woogie woogie — hoot tried making a nest but got burnt zoinks — darwin gave you a kees — joey loves you <3]![/abbr] —
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