he's sleeping so i'm less stressed out but like still stressed cuz we don't know what's wrong but as long as he is comfortable and not in pain then my stress levels are lower
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yeah, im praying for him twist <3
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— sometimes i feel cold, even paralyzed
my interior world needs to sanitize
update: my mom said we're going to have to put him down today or tomorrow so i'm going take a break from here for an unknown length of time because i don't know how i'm gonna be mentally because just the thought of losing him makes me break down so i don't know how i'm gonna be able to deal with not having him around
sorry to anyone i have threads with because i won't be around for an amount of time
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twistie babe im so sorry
thats so upsetting im so sorry you have to go through this
you dont deserve this, i love you and i have you in my prayers b <3
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— sometimes i feel cold, even paralyzed
my interior world needs to sanitize
i'm so sorry you have to go through this bb. i know how it feels; i'm still not over my dog and that happened like almost 3 or more years ago :/ take as much time as you need bb. i love you ❤️
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brief update: we called the vet and the vet thinks napoleon might have an autoimmune disease and while we aren't doing the test, he is putting napoleon on a steroid and if he shows progress of getting better by thursday morning we're just gonna keep him on a low grade steroid for the rest of his life but if he doesn't we're going to have to put him down and i'm stressed and isk how i'm gonna get through this week because it's uncertain at this point
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idk how much yall actually care about these spam updates but here's another: i got home from the most stressful day of school emotionally because of everything happening and even though he didn't run to greet me like he normally did, he stood up and walked over to me when he saw me and was a bit more upbeat and even climbed up some of the stairs. he seems to be doing a bit better so i'm hoping that maybe these steroids will work and that he'll have more time for his life but i'm still thinking about how he might not get better and how thursday morning could be the worst day of my life if we do have to put him down.
just please send thoughts and prayers that he recovers
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i'm glad he's feeling better, and i hope he continues to !!
look at those effin dorks i love 'em sm
whenever you feel up to it you should hmu and we should plot 'em more (:
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we should. i need something to keep cheering me up and to keep my spirits up over these next few days. honestly i just want all the cute plots for all my ships rn
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