fishy kisses ∞ dump

[twistiethebear]

am crying at this because ZACK'S HAIR

[paddy]

why is ketty so annoyed bby girl

zACK IM CRYIN G
AND LOOK AT WHAT JACK IS WEARING

[twistiethebear]

someone probably said smth real dumb

ALSO RYAN'S HAIR I SOB
DOES HIS SWEATSHIRT SAY DRIVE THRU I CRAI

[twistiethebear]

monty channeled his inner tumblr model side

[twistiethebear]

[spoiler=rant time]i have all these characters and i wanna throw them into threads and actually plot more of them but like i lose muse quickly and sometimes i feel like i get annoying about it and then i stop responding cuz i feel like the other person gets annoyed and like stops responding tbh also when i text people that i've been friends with for a while like not just rping and shit

also, i've found that a lot of my friends only like message me when it benefits them like? i could text one of them and never get a response but then two weeks later get hit with the "hey can i ask you smth" or "could you help me with smth" and of course my desperate self does even though they don't do the same and i hate it and honestly i just hate everything

[paddy]

twistie i promise no one gets tired of you! when they seem like they do, theyre probably just having a bad day or dont have the energy to reply. i swear, all your friends love you, and if they dont, screw them?? plus, losing muse is normal, it happens to everyone so dont sweat it b

and now THAT is just really shitty if someone is only using you as a source of confort thats not a,,,,healthy relationship

[twistiethebear]

like i feel like deep down i know that but insecurities man, just bespecially after last year and sophomore year with a lot of shit like that with people irl and ugh i like probs sound whiny and shit but idk. i had people who like just made me feel like i was being annoying because i'd always ask if they wanted to hang out and they either wouldn't respond, say yes but then like an hour before cancel, or make up some bullshit excuse that they had family shit but then on sc story it'd be them hanging out with other people

but my stupid bitch ass still talks to them and helps them cuz i don't want to end up without friends. like there's a girl who would only message me when a creepy guy would text here. LITERALLY THIS BITCH WENT TWO YEARS WITHOUT TALKING TO ME OR RESPONDING but she messages me once and of course i had to message back cuz it's who i am

sorry i'm in a mood atm

[paddy]

UGH IS IT THAT GIRL WHO WAS MESSING WITH YOU LAST YEAR??

[twistiethebear]

yeah like ugh i should be over it but i'm not cuz up until like all the shit last year we were what i considered friends and had been since sixth grade
also as the TA for the economics/poly a i teacher I GET TO GRADE THAT GIRL'S STUFF AND I ALWAYS FEEL SO FUCKING HAPPY GETTING TO MARK OFF POINTS LIKE IS THAT BAD?

BUT THIS BITCH WHO LIKE MESSAGED ME ABOUT A CREEPY GUY IS DIFFERENT

[twistiethebear]

she looks v annoyed