STAY WOKE / dump

[phantomatics]

chesh... we should plot...

[lappel du vide]

yes..we should! what is my life i keep forgetting to do important things! WE NEED TO PLOT ❤️

[phantomatics]

yes, you're right! pm me!

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[spoiler=please ignore my trash self]frick just doing some late night self-loathing ramblings. like for real for real, i hate myself - i am probably the worst person ever. i am so forgetful and my muse disappears but i always wanna write? also, i am terrible at plotting, and replying to people? i can't even make character bios wtf it takes me like three days. and these are such silly things to get upset at myself about, but here i am anyway. but that's not even really why, i wish i was more outgoing and didn't suppress my feelings! like i swear i have issues or something, my anxiety is terrible i can't even eat without feeling nauseous! also, i forget to drink. DRINK. who even does that? also i always feel really judgy of people even though i'm not? most of the time it's just me cracking jokes but i still feel bad afterwards? i feel angry a l l the time for no reason. idek what i am listing but half this stuff doesn't even begin to explain why i can't stand myself - in fact these are the dumbest reasons ever.

one last thing, how do i have friends? like just how? i am trash, not even that cool trash where you would be like "this should be recycled", nah i am just trash.

but anywAys, if anyone read me being an ass, just know i love you and to have a good night and be blessed with the sweetest of dreams.

also if you are reading this and i have forgotten about you in any way (replying to a thread, plotting or just anything) just shoot me a pm to remind me. i am a forgetful piece of trash


me @myself lmao heather chandler is an iconâ„¢[/spoiler]

[scully.]

/drops in
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[crows]

we're all bits of garbage chesh

what matters is that you're aware of it so you can't be blinded to it and that you know that we love you anyways regardless of you and your trash

so even if you might not love yourself at this moment, i do and so do lots of others ok cool ily

here take this blingee card that i found i wanna make blingee a popular meme

[lappel du vide]

thank you crows, honestly that means so much ❤️❤️❤️

[crows]

anytime chesh, i'm here for you ok <3

[phantomatics]

here take this blingee card that i found i wanna make blingee a popular meme

anytime chesh, i'm here for you ok <3

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[spoiler=next character // totally not inspired by llamas with hats]





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