PUSH ME | private

[dannychan]

he frowned and rubbed his back. "i'm sorry.. i'm so sorry.." he whispered.

[peridot.]

"I h-haven't stopped trembling since I got t-there..." He sobbed, shaking his head and trembing, a whine leaving his throat.

[dannychan]

he held him tightly, feeling his hands shake. "i'm so sorry.. i-i know i don't deserve to be for-forgiven but i'm so s-sorry.."

[peridot.]

He let out another sob, and he hissed softly, "Y-You're right, you don't deserve to be forgiven." Still, even as he said this, he stepped closer to Rick, nuzzling into his chest and taking shaky breaths as he clung to the other's clothes for dear life.

[dannychan]

he held onto him, feeling tears form in his own eyes. "i will do.. anything to make it up to you.. i-i swear.."

[peridot.]

"God, just... j-just shut the fuck up, please." He said weakly, shaking and sniffling as he tilted his head up to kiss Rick deeply, clinging to the other desperately.

[dannychan]

he kissed back, holding onto him tightly and squeezing his eyes shut. "no. i love you and i'm going to make this better whether you l-like it or not."

[peridot.]

He gave the other another long kiss before he said quietly, rising his face to nestle it in Rick's shoulder, "I-It's not gonna be easy, you know. T-To make it u-up to me."

[dannychan]

rick scowled and gently pulled him into a hug, nuzzling into his hair. "i'm s-so sorry.." he whispered. "i-i've missed yyyou so much.."

[peridot.]

When the other pulled him into a hug, Ford wanted to start hitting him repeatedly, but instead he just gave an exhausted and powerless sigh, sinking into the other's chest and letting out a soft sob, mumbling quietly, "I was so fucking scared... I was all alone with nothing but a bunch of fucking monsters, Rick."