le chaos. | another marsy dump.

[marsy]

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[align=center]— &  jude sierra jastrow  & —

— & the number of times someone has played 'hey jude' when he comes into a room or gets into the car is ridiculous.
— & his best friend, hunter, calls him juju, and his mom calls him jujube.
— & he was born september twelfth in los angeles, california to abraham and kelly jastrow. he has two elder sisters, jordan and jalen.
— & his age ranges anywhere from seventeen to twenty-two.
— & dmab demiboy, he/they pronouns - homosexual, panromantic.
— & his father was ashkenazi jewish, and his mom is slovak, czech, irish, and english.

— & upbeat, thoughtful, considerate, cheerful, friendly, sensitive but doesn't really show it, hardworking, intuitive, kindhearted, adventurous but not reckless, intelligent, imaginative, creative, humorous, clever, kinda shy, worrier, self-doubtful and overly critical of himself + not-so-lowkey a perfectionist, over-thinker, modest/humble, spontaneous, unpredictable, determined, keeps promises, analytical, opinionated but not an ass and knows when to keep his mouth shut, aka respectful, a lover not a fighter and tries to avoid confrontation but is a good mediator and definitely not a pushover, strong-willed, cautious about opening up about negative emotions and etc, great actor, organized, loyal til the end and afterwards

— &  jude and the sis' dad died somehow when jude was really young, like maybe four or five years old, and their mom had to take up two jobs so wasn't home very often, so the siblings are like super duper close. they grew up in the lower middle class. like they were struggling but they weren't SUPER POOR y'know?? then the sisters got good jobs and helped financially and when jude was like sixteen he got a low-paying job somewhere but it still helped and they're all just a bunch of hardworking babes who know what it's like to really struggle financially. now they're all more comfortable because they can fend for themselves n stuff, and yea ( will fix this up and make it prettier n shit later )

— & he has a fluffy pupper, cindy lou. he really loves how the grinch stole christmas okay? nerd
— & his best friend, hunter, fell in love with him but jude is so oblivious to it, and has fallen for someone else ( who he eventually gets together with, he needs his bf wink wonk ).
— & he literally listens to all kinds of music, including some country. he's a huge music lover but if asked what his fav music was, he'd say disney music. he knows every word to every disney song ever, basically. his current all-time fav is the moana soundtrack.
— & said one guy who he fell in love with and became him bf is archer, aka archie. they are Couple Goals, tbh.
— & he makes constant hearteyes at archie, it's adorable. he's also salty ( not really, just playfully pouts at him and whines ) that archie is so tall.
— & more headcanons here ayy

[marsy]

his laugh is the reason i live

[lappel du vide]

jude doesn't make it bad for me, he is my sad song that makes it all better / *sobs at his perfection* / i love him ❤️

[marsy]

cries bc same i love him sm and i'm so glad you love him sm it makes me feel Nice ily <3

[marsy]

sighs heavily, i am in such a about-to-throw-hands mood rn. i just want to Protect everyone but i can't and it's pissing me off. i want to do something more, i want to be able to make people happy MORE, i want to make people laugh and smile MORE, as much as i fuckin can, because there's so much SHIT in this world, so much HATE n other shit and i just want to be a fiery ball of light that smites the bad and brings in the rad.

[paddy]

marsy you're the purest human being but don't get upset if you can't please everyone babe. we know that you try your hardest every time someone's feeling down, and that's totally okay. you can't be there all the time, you have your own mental limits, and you should put yourself first, as long as it's reasonable. just remember that everyone will not mind if you're not always there and it's not your obligation to always be there, especially when you try so hard anyways!

[marsy]

sobs paddy you are actually the Best, thank you,,, a lot. i honestly needed that reassurance bc i always feel guilty when i don't help everyone as much as i can. like i love helping people but when it gets to the Real Stuff it's harder for me to form words n stuff y'know?? i repeat myself and it's Horrible. ANYWAY thank you sm, i needed that. <333

it pisses me off when ya'll talk about how someone's done you wrong/upset you i'm so overprotective i want to Educate everyone who hurts my frens

[phantomatics]

marsy you're the purest human being but don't get upset if you can't please everyone babe. we know that you try your hardest every time someone's feeling down, and that's totally okay. you can't be there all the time, you have your own mental limits, and you should put yourself first, as long as it's reasonable. just remember that everyone will not mind if you're not always there and it's not your obligation to always be there, especially when you try so hard anyways!

[paddy]

you're welcome, you deserve it after everything you do to try to help everyone else <33

i feel the same way tbh
i really hate hearing about how bad someone's day or week or month has been but i just don't know how to form encouraging sentences so that they don't sound half-assed??

[fuentes]

you're welcome, you deserve it after everything you do to try to help everyone else <33

i feel the same way tbh
i really hate hearing about how bad someone's day or week or month has been but i just don't know how to form encouraging sentences so that they don't sound half-assed??